Child Who Hides

Out of the girls. He picked the one who has the worst home to go back to. Why? He'll why even them at all? What makes them good candidates? Ugh...I will try to look into this. Hopefully I'll find something.

Explanations Are In Order

I've been busy with general holiday things. And as much as I try to watch the TVs...none of them are showing which kid Percy is taking. From what I last saw it was between the girl who explores and the girl who plays ghost.

Each little girl had managed to evade Percy.

It was literally the cutest and brightest thing I've ever seen. One had set up a trap that had Percy's strings damaged for a while. She ran as fast as she could through the woods that surrounded it. He took like thirty minutes to get free. And by that time,she was seriously gone.

Go little lady.

The next had just hidden for a long time. Not that her family seemed to give two shits about for some reason. I really don't like how after it seemed to have gone dark that her parents weren't looking for her. Starting to wonder if they really want her.

Part of my brain thought that she was adopted. But fer seriously? Parents who adopt kids love them just as much as children they had the 'old fashioned' way. And what parent would take in a kid just to not have any interest in them?

All that paper work,time and effort? Just to throw the kid away? Sure some shit people do that but not all of them. At least I hope not a good portion of them....and I'm rambling. Sorry. On to the unfortunate thing with the unfortunate patient.

A new one.

Teenage boy who claims that his imaginary friend had hurt his sister. With all that I've seen,I'm still a bit skeptical. Quite frankly because of his age. I mean what kind of kid at his age has an imaginary friend? Most kids his age use the internet or read. Hell they do a lot of things.

But an imaginary friend?

Weird...

One Girl Down

The girl who collected bugs got ran over by a bus. She was trying to escape Percy because he scared the hell out of her.

Poor thing might still be alive...but I highly doubt it.

Three Girls

Percy is looking at three possible girls as Janice. He isn't sure which one is the one he's looking for. And I'm really hoping that he doesn't pick one. Each of these girls may not have the best home life but none of them deserve to be taken.

Well not taken into Candle Cove. Definitely not Candle Cove. They deserve so much better than that.

I don't know all the girls' names but they're around six to ten years old. Brunettes,I think. This time it came in Black and White so I wasn't too sure about hair color. Two of them go to school. The last one is home-schooled.

Each are very bright.

One likes to collect bugs and other things. Which is cute to watch. Her little eyes light up when she sees bugs and she reads about them a lot it seems. The poor thing is about seven,I think. And her parents are neglecting the fuck out of her. At least she doesn't have siblings.

The second is an explorer. She seems very tomboyish and gets into trouble frequently. But she's a good kid. Helps others when she gets the chance. And sticks up for younger kids. I believe she's around 10. Not too sure what is wrong with her home life. But I don't like her father. Something's not quite right about that man.

Third one is rather quiet. Plays in graveyards. Chases after 'ghosts' and is picked on a ton. Didn't get a good read on her but she seems to want to leave. And I'm afraid that Percy's going to take her.

They Died

...it isn't fair...they were making so much progress. They were so...why did they do that? Why did they kill themselves?

WHY?!

Search Is On

I'm not too sure where the hell he is searching. But I don't like how the place seems so familiar to me. Or how I'm pretty sure it's where I live now. And I'm really hoping the kid isn't anyone I know in the slightest bit or I'm going to scream.

Please don't let Percy take a kid from here...oh please...

Candle Cove: Janice Is Missing

'Janice' is seemingly missing now. Percy is scared shitless during this whole episode. He acts like a parent who has lost their child. I watched as he searched the entire area as thoroughly as he possibly could. His entire body shaking like a leaf.

I've never seen so much fear on a puppet's face before.

Well not that I can remember at the very least. This show was on when I was a child and I can vaguely remember this shizz. But I don't remember if Percy was ever a coward before. Or if 'Janice' ever went missing in any episode.

But the fact she is now makes me wonder if the poor kid was 'fired' or escaped. Not too sure if the second one is possible at all.

I do pray that it has happened.

They've Relapsed

I..I can't believe it. This kid was doing so fucking well and they just...they just...how the hell did this happen? Was it the Doctor's fault? Did the new medication not take well enough?

Poor kid...it isn't their fault.

It's just so hard to see them going from shining and happy to this. Doing so well to just collapsing into bitter tears over absolutely nothing. Their face just contorted into this mask of angry bitterness. Holding the stuffed toy close to their chest like it was the most precious thing in the whole world. As if it would protect them from any bad things.

Doctor didn't take it way. Neither did the orderlies. They just gave them some medicine and told them to relax for the day. That they didn't have to come to group and talk if they did not want to. And they just crumpled onto the bed with their pillow close to their chest.

Crying for the whole half hour.

I felt so helpless just sitting on my bed watching. Like I should have done something for them. But I wasn't too sure if there was anything I could do for them. Hell I don't know where they are. It's like watching Ava and the little girl all over again.

Wanting to help but not being able to.

Makes me feel so..useless..like I'll never be able to help them. No matter how much I truly tried to.

Skin Taker Won

Ding dong! The Stupid douche is dead! Ding Dong he's really really dead!!!!

It was basically the idiot and him,one on one. He was torn to ribbons. Then not used to make anything for the Skin Taker. Not that I could blame him. Kid was horrific.

Nothing New

Jerkass new character is still very much alive.

Person in asylum is slowly becoming sane. Though something tells me that this isn't going to last.

I'm Unimpressed

How does a horrid human being like him continue to live? Even if Splinter wanted to torture both Percy and 'Janice' this is going to far. He's not even trying to sound like a pirate. Stupid kid sounds about as much of a pirate as little kids on Halloween do.

It's like he isn't even trying it's so fucking annoyingly bad.

When are they going to be rid of him?

This time douchewad decided to take on the friggin' Skin Taker. And he nearly friggin' DIED. Like dude the hell were you thinking? That the Skin Taker was easy to fight? Just how could he not realize that this guy was too friggin' much for him? Percy nearly got hurt saving his ass! 'Janice' was nearly taken because of his arrogance!

Uggh!

I can hardly wait for this kid to die. I think I'll laugh when he does. Laughing and celebrating with ice cream and other fun stuff. Now before I completely act like a bitch. I want to talk about the kid in the asylum that I've been watching. Their progress seems slow going but they're doing well. They smile more often then I've ever seen them. And seem so much more animated than ever before.

Heck today they didn't even talk to the stuffed owl. It was lovely. 

Drawing lovelier pictures than before too. I got to say they're quite talented. They draw very well when they're not angry as fuck. Well. Better than I can at least. It reminds me of certain anime shows that I watched as a kid. Only no big wet eyes. 

Though the episode ended with them crying for no reason. Just crumpling up a picture and crying onto it for ten minutes. Or at least to me it seemed for no reason. Really hope this kid isn't going to break down or something.

I don't think I could watch that...

New Person Is Still Alive

....I can't believe it. Percy came back and the new guy is still alive. How is that even fair? He's not a good actor nor is he even all that interesting. In fact he's kind of a prick. And not in the fun sorta way. Like he's a complete douchewad who needs to die horribly.

He treats 'Janice' like she's nothing more than a toy. Kicked Percy for no friggin' reason than he's there. And I think he did something to upset the Laughingstock. Because when Percy and 'Janice' were off doing something and came back,it was crying.

What the motherfuck did that douchewad do?

Uggh...I've never wished for someone to die before but he needs to just die. Please...someone just murder the friggin' bastard.

On to the next show before I get too into Candle Cove's horrible new cast-member. The kid seems to be doing much better. Their clothes are much cleaner than before and they seem calmer. If a bit jumpy. A bit more docile than I've ever seen them too.

Talking to the little stuffed owl too often. But other than that they seem so much better than normal. Heck they're very polite to the umm...orderlies? Is that what staff at mental hospitals are called or am I thinking of something else all together?

Anyway. They seemed to be calming down quite a bit. Not too sure if this is a good sign or not but I'm glad that they're doing so much better than before.

Fit To Live,No

I don't get how they can have Candle Cove episodes without Percy. It just doesn't make sense. And the fact that they're trying to replace him with this weird kid in a pirate costume is kind of annoying. Hell I can tell that even 'Janice' doesn't like this kid much. She gives him the finger every-time his back is turned. And I can't help but giggle at this.

It's hilarious how stupid this kid is and how clueless he is to his companion's hate.

His name is 'Swashbuckler Steve'...motherfucking lame name. Who the hell named this kid? Please tell me they'll get Percy back soon. This kid is giving me a headache. And he's only been on for one fucking episode even.

Basically a whole episode of 'Janice' trying to lose him. But each time this kid finds her and is back with some fucked up story. It's like she can't get rid of him as easily as she did Percy.

Too bad. I was hoping he'd be dead at the end of the episode. Welp. There's always next time.

Speaking of bad things. Kid in the hospital seems to be doing much better. Not crying as much as they used to. But they've only been talking to the stuffed owl that they own. And they called it 'Danielle' for whatever reason. Oh well. If it makes the kid feel better,I ain't complaining.

Though I gotta wonder if it'll be taken by Doctor-Asshat sooner or later. Kind of hoping that it won't be. Kid needs something to hold onto ya know?

Needs something to feel comfortable with.

Where Is Percy?

Candle Cove is still without a Percy. And that really makes me wonder what the Helling Hell happened to the asshat. Did the Wooden Girl kill him?

Did those puppets?

Or did something else get to him?

I don't know if they'll continue on with the charade of looking for him. Quite frankly it seems like they couldn't be bothered to give a damn if he's alive or not. Especially 'Janice' who seems really happy that his stupid ass is gone. Like she planned this or something.

The episode was of her basically trying to hold back laughter as she looked for him with the Laughingstock. Laughingstock didn't seem to find what she was doing amusing. In fact for a foam faced boat..it looked pretty damn scared.

Never seen the boat actually give an emotion other than its usual grin that could scare babies. And give old people heart-attacks. 

But it looked so frightened that I almost wished that someone would..would kill Janice. Her little adorable face was just so full of evil that I could hardly stand her. She knew something about this but I wasn't too sure what. Maybe she killed him. That's what I think she might've done. I wouldn't blame her for doing that though. Bastard would deserve a horrible death. Though I'm not sure she would be able to take down a full grown man sized puppet.

At least not by herself.

ican'tican'tican't

...i...ijustfuckingcan't...no. No. NOOO.

Why can't I get the TV turned off? Why won't it just turn the fuck off? I can't stand seeing more of these people in so much pain. It hurts...and it follows me like the damned puppets do. SHE was even with them this time.

Oh fucking god.

This kid..this teenage boy was...the broken pieces of mirror..oh god...please stop this! PLEASE?!!
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I...okay. I'm calm. I'm good. I'm calm.

There's no more people crying,dying or being abused on the TV. Now the damned programs are slowly coming back. Candle Cove just being it's damned useless self. The basic real episodes that aren't about the boy or that kid. Just fucked up episodes about Janice herself and the Laughingstock. Percy seems to be missing this time.

Not too sure why but that scares the shit out of me.

I saw that poor kid again. The one in the hospital crying and begging. Whoever they are. They really are trying to beg someone to help them. They're allowed only a few things. Crayons,paper and a stuffed owl that looks familiar. Like it was something that's sold regularly in the cafe. But I wasn't too sure cuz of the crappy security camera.

They were drawing crude pictures of something. Not too sure what exactly but it looked like themselves and their doctor. Them killing him...I think. Didn't get a too good look before a...what do you call mental hospital attendants? Well one of them came in. Took the pictures and went out. I'm guessing that is going to be seen by the Doctor.

And this kid is really gonna suffer.

Televised Mental Break Downs

...I hate seeing people cry because I don't know what to do when it's a stranger...do I stay? Do I try to comfort them? Do they want comfort? It isn't their fault for crying,I just can't handle that kind of stuff at all. I just can't fucking handle that kind of stuff.

So why is it being broadcast to me?

So many people..in pain. Bleeding,hurting and begging. Each of them crying for reasons that I can't quite understand in the slightest. Oh god. Who the frack are these people? And why is it being broadcast to me? There wasn't a set age group for the people either. They ranged from pretty much everything. It...I tried to block it out but it's hard to...so many little girls with bruises on their faces. Little boys hugging pets to them.

Then there was this guy. He was sitting on the floor of what I could guess was his room. His arms were just...just covered in thick scars. But he wasn't crying in the traditional sense. This guy was laughing and crying for some reason. Like he was hysterical or something. I..I couldn't tell. I just left my room and hid in the kitchen for a few hours.

Came back and it was still going on.

Instead of the young man from before. There was an old woman sitting in a car. Crying silently and trying to look less sad. Like she didn't want anyone to see her cry. And..th..then she pulled a..a gun fro..from her purse and...oh fuck..I can't..I JUST FUCKING CAN'T!!

I Feel This Is Unprofessional

I've read Alice's latest little thing on Tumblr and I'm pretty damn sure your doctor can't do that. It's not something they're supposed to do right? They can't exactly force someone to do these types of things. I mean Alice isn't delusional or anything. She seems quite capable of taking care of herself. Why does that bastard think he can control what she does?

Okay so some of what she did wasn't a good idea but to do that? That seems highly unethical to me. Anyone else think so?

http://outofthecoldchild.tumblr.com/post/67031353301/under-my-supervision

Pressure Headaches

I'm getting bad headaches again. And they come with muscle twitches. Yippeee!!! DX I'm so very lucky! At least I can somewhat breathe alright. I usually get some form of fun sinus problem around this time of year. Though now that I've written that I'm probably gonna wake up short of breath.

Or something like that.

The TV channels are back to their usual fun programs of fake TV shit. No Candle Cove or that proxy thing. Nor are there any Puppet contests. Just a channel of some kid sitting in a room by themselves. Their hair is all long and greasy. They're wearing a hospital outfit. The kind you usually see when a TV character is in a mental hospital. But aren't patients supposed to bathe when they're in these places?

Anyway. They had their arms covering their face. And all that happened for fourty minutes was that along with weeping sounds. Pathetic and lonely. Like they'd been just left there and no one came to visit them ever. Then towards the end. They moved their arms from their face.

The camera wasn't too good but they looked frantic. I could barely make out their face cuz of the quality of the camera. They yelled,"I WANT TO GO HOME!! YOU PROMISED ME THAT I COULD GO HOME!! DOCTOR PLEASE!!!"

A soft but very eloquent voice replied,"Not until we are sure that you will not harm yourself,dear. I cannot risk you not listening to my advice again. Especially after this latest incident."

"I told you that it wasn't my fault! I didn't...I didn't mean to!! Please Doctor! I'm sorry!!",they begged. Their voice sounded familiar but I couldn't place it. Before it ended the voice simply said,"I know you are. But you have to face the consequences of your actions,dear."

.......................holy fuck.

Visions Of Disgustment

....there are no fake TV programs anymore. Just the people I care for lying either dead or injured at someone's feet. Alice,Tina and my other family members.

Not together mind you.

Tina's someplace. Can't recognize it at all and I'm sure she's...she's either strangled or her neck is broken. I can't tell..oh god...

Alice was the worst. So much glass and so much blood. Who the hell could do such a thing?

I Don't Understand

What is the point of the programs? None of them make sense anymore and I don't know what the hell they're about. It's like someone was on drugs when they made them. Or the firefuel bitch didn't care how they were made.

Just what the hell are they up to?

And why am I seeing Alice laying on the ground in a disturbing sized pile of glass as well as blood? I...I thought she was safe...is..is she dead already?

TV Programs

Are kinda hazy but they're not back fully. Which makes me wonder how I can stop them from coming in at all. Last time's little idea of turning the TV off then unplugging it didn't help. But smashing the TV might. Though that'd lead to a ton of broken glass and getting hurt. And I'd rather not get hurt. Especially since I don't have a first aid kit or anything to fix injuries with.

And that'd be kind of humiliating to tell a friend. They just might think I'm absolutely crazy if I tell them the reasons on why I broke the TV.

Though I could put it outside. The TV weighs quite a bit so that might not help at all. And I somehow get the feeling it'd just broadcast through my laptop instead. Lucky me,eh? At least the Puppet Peeps have been keeping a good distance lately. Not sure where those freaks are hiding but at least they're not close enough for me to see.

God help them if they decide to be in the 'attic' which is nothing more than a crawl space with icky stuff in it. As well as fun wild animals. I think the bats're gone but I ain't going up there with a flashlight to check. No way in Hell would I do that.

Tina seems to be doing better. Wonder if she's really alright or not. Since when did anything good ever happen to either of us?

Welp

I um..I got a lovely phone call from one of my co-workers today. They said that 'Creepy Guy' was found this morning. Not..not alive. He..he was frozen solid for some reason. Like there was ice on his skin and everything. The snow isn't even around anymore. How the hell does someone freeze to death like that? It just doesn't seem possible.

She didn't tell me anymore details than that because I think she realized that I was getting scared.

What could make someone freeze to death like that? It just...I thought...please no more bodies like this. Please? I didn't like 'Creepy Guy' but he didn't deserve to go out like that!

we'resorryfortheminorinconveniance

Sage. What did I tell you about leaving her alone?

Owl...I...

What did I tell you?

Never to do it.

Good. Now let's fix this barrier before anything else happens and get her mind back to it's normal working order. Okay?

Yes Ma'am.

Ol' Hallows Eve

Came and gone.

No weird dreams. No weird tv programs. And no news about the puppet people just yet. But I've heard rumors about a certain creep...I'm pretty sure they were nothing but I'm starting to wonder if..if he's dead or something.

He hasn't been around in a long time.

And the only weird thing I've noticed is how...well empty the puppet's were the last time I saw them. Which was..hmm..I forget. But they seemed...lifeless. More so than usual.

Keeping an eye out and my defenses up.

Wish me luck.

They're Back

The damned people with strings are back. Though Tina isn't with them anymore and I'm really a little too scared to ask them why. On the grounds they've done a whole lot of horrible shit to others in the past for small things. Pretty sure asking them about themselves would leave me with some sharp object in my body or being beaten up.

Or them taking me from my own home.

I'm pretty sure that they could now that Sage is out of my home. Provoking them to find out if this is true isn't a wise move at all. So I'm going to be giving them as much space as I possibly can. And I'm keeping a small knife on my person at all times.

Never know if they'll try something.

As for the other things...well they've stopped. The channel is seemingly gone and all the kids who've watched it don't remember it. Like it never happened at all. How I remember that these shows were on,I'm not sure. It's like something's not letting me forget.

Sage?

Are you doing this?

A Bunch Of New Things

It's been so long since I've last done something like this. But let me assure you all that nothing has happened to harm me. Or anyone I love...yet.

My nightmares have been shifting to Creepy Guy screaming in horrific pain wherever the fuck he is in my nightmares. Each time I try to find the poor guy,I end up at this brick wall with these weird words all over it. Like I can't actually read them.

They're a different language or something.

But I think he might be dead. Last night I was just sitting in this ballroom with another guest and we were watching others dance. Puppet people. There was lively and lovely music playing but I heard no screams of pain. No one noticed their strings.

And the person next to me was sorta familiar. Not sure how though. Never seen the person in my life. It was a woman who was very tall. Had long brown hair,tan skin and green eyes. She didn't wear a dress but neither did I. She was laughing at the other guests for some reason she wouldn't tell me.

At least I wasn't killed. So there's that to be thankful for.

I've noticed that Sage isn't around. The house feels so much more empty without him here. Kind of wish he'd come back but I dunno how to summon him to me. Or if I can summon him. I think Owl is with Tina still but I don't think it's going to be for long.

My friend who is with her keeps texting me to come see them. But I can't swing it even if I want to. She doesn't seem to wanna tell me what's going on. And she seems really afraid. I'm scared to find out what's going on but I can't keep putting this off right?

Please tell me she isn't dying.

Five Days

He followed me in my dreams. The fucked up almost puppet boy followed me into my fucking dreams. And he was smiling with this freaky gleefulness. Like he's happy as fuck that he's following me. Into places like a fucking slaughterhouse where I would die. And be made into food. Or into a maze of books that had unreadable names. When I was there..I saw a little girl walk towards me. She was the little girl in Ava's videos. That dream ended with her killing me. Strangling me with a jump rope.

Every damn dream ends with me dying in some horrible fashion.

My latest dream was this woods.

It was dark,cold and had the oddest smell of..of death. Like there were several rotting things nearby. But I couldn't stop walking. No matter how hard I tried to stop walking. As I walked the sounds of horrible screaming filled my ears. Several children voices. None sounded familiar. In these horrid fucking woods,I saw little bodies hanging by either their feet or their necks.

They drip not blood but freaky discolored gunk. Oranges,purples but mostly blue.

None of it got on me. I made sure that I'd never be covered in this stuff. I noticed that as I walked forward that I was getting closer to a big clearing.

There was nothing there. Just dead grass with wilted flowers. As I walked into it,I began to hear children voices. From behind me. When I turned around I saw the hanging children were singing some song that I've heard from childhood. But it was messed up and wrong. They would sing,"Hush little baby don't say a word,Momma's gonna buy you a mocking bird..and if that Mocking Bird won't siiiing...Momma's gonna rip off her wiiiing..."

They sang that over and over as this loud thunking came from all around me. The thunking sounded like fucked up footsteps. I had the urge to run. To move. To get out of there. My legs wouldn't obey me. My body stayed perfectly still as the sound got louder and louder.

Warm and moist air blew against my legs. I looked from the corner of my eye the best way I could and I saw a shape. No I couldn't make it out well but it wasn't human. I could tell by the way it moved. It wasn't alone. The almost puppet boy asks,"Why do you fucking die in these dreams,Kore? Can't you control them?"

I couldn't answer him. He lets out an annoyed sigh and says,"I see. Enjoy your pain,Kore."

...I felt the fucking creature tear me apart..I saw it eat my organs...I woke up in a cold sweat and went about my usual routine. I've been trying to forget the freakishness of my dreams. The fact I could feel pain. The every fucking thing.

Sage...the hell is the meaning of all this?

.......I failed...I failed you...I'm sorry,Maiden. But I can't stay anymore. I'm sorry...

Creepy Guy

...I really need to make a better name for this dude other than 'Creepy Guy'. Cuz that sounds extremely childish/silly.

I was thinking maybe Condor Freak? Cuz he's kinda big and I dunno if he eats dead things but he kinda smells like dead things. (At least lately he does.)

The shows have become less frequent now. I've been getting a bit of a break from them. I still haven't figured out where I've seen that guy from. But I know I've seen him somewhere.

Uggh..can't think. Head hurts so much right now...

So Familiar and Yet Not

I suppose I shouldn't be worried. But why is it more people are seeing this shit now? Why the fuck are children starting to see these horrible shows? It doesn't make any sense to me why they're just now seeing them.

Any ideas at all,Sage?

....they're branching out for more victims...oh fuck...

Last night was a fun episode of Candle Cove. The Skin Taker may or may not had killed SV and his two new friends. Now he's after Janice and Percy. Well at least now the show is going back to what it's supposed to be. Not sure if I'm happy with that or not.

Binx show wasn't on but there was a news report about a death that I know hasn't happened yet. It was about one of my neighbors. Apparently they had committed suicide with a gun. They did it a week after the Fourth of July.

No name on the person who did that but I know it hasn't happened. I see all my neighbor's at various times of the day and I know they're fine.

Then the show moved onto stuff about an anniversary for an accident that claimed three lives. That hasn't happened either. And supposedly will happen in about four months.I think it was a drunk driver who'd slammed into a power line with his friends after some form of party. It showed the faces of the people who had died and I didn't recognize them at all.

Three random people who might die in four months. Three random people that I can't warn because I don't know who the hell they are. And even if I did,I doubt they'd believe a word I'd tell them.

No one would.

After this another creepier show came on. It was that horrible puppet contest where normal people were dressed up as puppets. This time there were new contestants. A boy and a few girls.

The boy was up and he was asked to name the last letter of the alphabet. He looked and sounded somewhat confident that he could name it. With a gentle smile he said,"Z."

"We're sorry,that's incorrect. We were looking for the Canadian alphabet,Zed.",the host said in a voice that suggested he wasn't sorry. Looking a bit worried the boy started to sweat and begged to be let go. To just be able to go home.

They wouldn't let him.

And they wouldn't let the girls either when they started to beg to be let go. This went on for a while. The contestants would get answers wrong and the host along with the judges would laugh at them. After an hour or so the show was over and the screen went back to what I was watching in the DVD player.

Something seemed familiar about the boy from the puppet contest. Can't quite put my finger on it but he looked really familiar. Like there was something about his eyes and the way he talked that seemed so...I dunno...I think I might've been imagining it. Like seriously imagining it.

But he really seemed like someone I knew.

All Other Things

Okay onto the shows.

Kids are still talking about them. Some are drawing them. One of the kids had drawn Tina with this freaky cut up mouth and then drew her with this...this rotting hole in her back. Like in the most horrifying place possible.

The middle of her spine.

I asked the kid where he saw that and he told me that he had seen it on TV last night. He said that she was crying a lot and the people she was with weren't helping her. And he said that one of them started beating her for no reason. The boy asked me if she was my sister because I looked like her. I told him that I was and he told me,"How come your letting those people hurt her?"

I didn't really say anything and he left with his dad. What he said is still going through my mind and I feel guilty for what's happening to Tina. But I don't know how to fix it. I don't know where she is either.

Alice tells me that she's been trying to get the police over there. That she's trying to get Tina to stay with her but no matter what she does Tina ends up going back to them. And she's getting pissed that she can't keep Tina away from those guys.

She's also talked about a nightmare she's been having of this creepy creature. This really freaky creature who's been at the end of her bed for the past few nights. When she described it,I nearly had a panic attack.

It was the fucking RAKE. The fucked up claw creature that kills everything savagely. It's been in her fucking home this whole time.

I can't believe I didn't realize this sooner. First she sees the friggin' Cold Boy now the Rake? What the hell is gonna show up next?

UGHHH!!!

He Came Around

Okay. I was hoping that Creepy McCreepdude would leave me alone after the last time he was around.

NOPE.

He decided to hang out here instead. And he does it when my boss isn't around to kick his ass out. (She absolutely hates the guy and wants to keep him out. I don't think she can do that legally though.) Each time I sit by myself,he sits in a place near me.

Each time I finish using my laptop to go work,he follows and sits at the counter.

I clean up the back hall and he's there pointing out the places I've missed.

When I make cookies he buys the first one I put out.

My other coworkers think he's just a normal creepy stalker. Can't tell them that they're sorta right. He kind of is a stalker. But he sure as hell ain't normal by any means.

I kinda want to get a restraining order but honestly he's not doing anything really criminal. Being a freaky dickwad isn't criminal. So I think I'm going to have to wait for him to do something worse to me before I can get any police help. Yay...

'Kore'

Finally. D:<

Been trying to type this post for the past few days.

Anyway onto the freaky shit.

I was at work,washing the dishes and I saw this dude in the corner of my vision. At first he looked like one of the puppet people and I nearly screamed. But when I turned around he looked like a normal,confused and sorta worried dude. (I might've made a weird squeeky noise so that probably startled him.) He asked in a polite tone,"You alright there,Kore?"

"...y..yeah..wait,what did you call me?"

"Kore.",he said shrugging. I raised a brow at this and questioned,"Can I help you with anything?"

"Yes,Kore. I'd really like an application.",he answered with a goofy grin. Giving my nicest smile,I said,"Sure. Hang on a sec."

So I went through the kitchen and to the back office. Told my boss what was going on and she came with me to the front. The dude was still there. Still smiling like a doofus. Tapping his fingers on the counter as my boss hands him one. She noticed that he was staring at me while he walked over to one of the tables near by. And he was briefly glancing at me while he filled out his application. My boss,the friendliest and calmest person I know,told me to head into the back and get something that I knew wasn't there.

I heard her ask him a few questions about why he wanted to work there. Didn't really hear his answer but I heard the name 'kore' being tossed around a few times. He even spelled it out for her in a snotty voice,"Kay,Ohh,Arr,Eee. Kore."

I don't think my boss liked his attitude much. After getting the application filled out,he left and my boss came back into the office and asked me if I knew the guy. Told her that I didn't and she told me,"Well. He's not getting a job here. That's for damn sure."

I grinned and continued on with my shift. Then stayed to use the internet and all that. I told a friend of mine on skype about this and it freaked her out. Especially after I looked up the meaning of 'Kore'.

It's another name for Persephone and it means 'the Maiden'...I can't tell if he's really a puppet person or if he's just a new creep. I really hope he isn't a new creep.

My Invisible Protector?

These past four days I've been watching and hearing kids in the cafe talk about the TV shows I usually see. Each of them also seeing new things as well. Like stuff about my house that really creeped me out. And how they saw a weird old guy walking around the kitchen and my bedroom.

From what one kid said,the old man wore a black robe and was holding a weird necklace. She said that she didn't see much of his face. I would have asked her what the necklace looked like if not for the fact her mother rushed her out of the place.

I noticed that Candle Cove was focused on the SV and the Skin Taker now. Each episode was of them fighting each other. Neither getting an upperhand on the other. Horrible Horrace was rarely shown. And when he was,he was seemingly running from two people.

Couldn't tell whom they were but I think they were a couple. Both wore robes like the old man in my house supposedly did. Both carrying baseball bats as well.

Binx hasn't been on in a while. I'm not sure if that's a good thing or not. Probably isn't.

Little Sister is going to kill her..I just know it...

Kids Are Seeing

Now any kid who comes near me is seeing this shit. A little girl kept babbling about how she was scared of the Skin Taker yesterday. Her brother pretended he wasn't but I could tell he was.

What the fuck is going on?

I'm Seeing Things

There were no strings in my friends. I was seeing things. I had to have been. None of the puppets have come back. They're not coming for me.

But the Sage...I saw someone,an older man last night sitting on my lawn. He was holding onto an odd peice of branch like it was a club. At first,I thought it was my neighbor and that he was drunk. But I remembered that he works nights now. And that he had no one else in his home.

I thought of calling the cops but after like a few minutes of staring he disappeared. It was the freakiest thing I'd ever witnessed. So I ran outside to the spot where he was and there was no proof he'd even been there. The stupid thing he held like a club was even gone.

What the fuck does this mean? Sage? Was that you?

I'm sorry...I'm sorry I scared you...I'm sorry...

The Shows Are EVERY FUCKING PLACE

...the TV shows have been appearing everywhere lately.

In public places that no one else seems to notice and on TVs that aren't supposed to be working. Candle Cove mostly.

Skin Taker is all I've been seeing these past few days. Janice and Percy aren't around but they're alive. I don't know how I know but they're fine.

Son of the Void's been better.

Last time I saw him,he was trying to get away from the Skin Taker and his stupid little friend. Both of them were tormenting him and the episode ended with the Skin Taker cornering the poor boy. Though I doubt he's going to be harmed.

He seems like the type to get himself out of sticky situations like that.

On the Binx show,the little girl with the mask was playing with Ava while she slept. She looked like she was doodling on her arms. Like random little kid stuff. Then the camera distorted and Ava woke up,got creeped out by what she saw.

Got out of bed,grabbed the camera and walked over to the bathroom to show the words on her arms. Her left arm said,"What I gave you."

And the right one said,"Will happen. 11/11."

Then she turned off the camera and turned it on to tell the little girl off. Warned her about getting close and then the episode ended with her showing off the rather large knife she had hidden in her lap.

I know those numbers where a date. But I can't tell when really. Like what year it will happen. Why do they seem so familiar though?

Am I Seeing Things?

The strings have been appearing on people I know and care about..no..no I think I've been seeing strings on them.

My boss,her brother and the others. These can't be real. They just can't be real. My co-workers don't have strings on them like the puppets did.

They're normal. They're completely normal and not creepy.

I've been seeing some of the Puppet People again. Which is bad because I've got no way to get away from them now. My bike is being fixed,it had a flat tire outta nowhere,and I can't run fast.

They'll be able to hurt me easier now. Oh fuck. Please tell me they're not after me. Please tell me that they're not after me.

The Night of Not Sleeping

Sunday provided nothing to watch other than Charmed episodes on the dvd player. Which is more fun than I am making it out to be.

But for some reason I couldn't sleep last night. I kept feeling this odd form of tugging in my skull that felt all sorts of wrong. So I stayed awake.

Doubt Sage liked that much.

I didn't...you need to sleep early tonight.

Today there was honestly nothing new or old. Like today was completely still and other than the fact I couldn't sleep,it felt completely normal.

Like I should be completely blissed or something. I'm not quite sure why though.

Sage? Did you have a hand in this?

Not powerful enough..this seems all sorts of wrong...

The Show and Medical News

I've been having my vision fade for a while and these horrible headaches. Might be something major might not be. So I'll hopefully be able to go to the doctor's soon.

I hope it's nothing.

The TV show Candle Cove was about the Son of the Void. Well actually it was more about Janice and Percy talking about him. And what they'll do to avoid him.

Didn't work in the slightest bit either.

He could've killed them or gotten trapped but instead he just stood there..staring at them for no real reason. Like he wanted to harm them but he sensed something was wrong,or smelled,or I dunno. But it kept him from being taken by them.

And he left like after twenty minutes. Janice and Percy didn't follow. They were worried about another thing as well.

Who may you ask? Well it's Candle Cove ladies and gents so there's only one person who they truly fear along with his stupid sidekick. The mother fucking SKIN TAKER. All this time and it seems like he's finally making an apperance. Of fucking course he is now.

As if this show wasn't disturbing enough.

Almost forgot,the whole dumb other shows. The puppet contest thing wasn't on today. Binx was and today it featured a little girl chasing Ava.

A little girl in pigtails,a painted mask that looked like an older girl's face (heavily made up too) and wore clothes much to big for her. She was chasing Ava with a knife for like ten minutes before the camera was turned off. It was turned back on to show that Ava had gotten only a scratch on her leg and she had found a little doll that resembled her.

Except it had these little wounds on it's stomach like it'd been stabbed and a rope on her neck. Yeah that's not creepy in the slightest bit. I really hope this was just a fucked up doll and nothing more.

Shows Of The Odd Kind

...yesterday and today this new show took up all the time that the whole 'Binx' show is on. It was some odd puppet show..not like Candle Cove with it's puppets.

More like a contest with people dressed to look like puppets. They were pretty good too. Some looked sorta like the weird group of puppet people who used to come around here. And they seemed really kinda nervous. Each time a person got asked a question they seemed to get it wrong.

The questions weren't specific and some of the contestants got panic attacks during the questioning.

It was kinda horrifying to watch. But at least no one was physically harmed. That's one good thing at least.

Candle Cove wasn't on yesterday. Today's episode was a bit odd. They had a little kid,not the Cold Boy,running around with Janice. He looked familiar but I'm not sure where I've seen him before. Janice seemed to like him and was genuinely laughing with him. Percy on the other hand seemed very annoyed with the boy.

Like he was jealous or something.

Or that he knew something about the boy that Janice didn't. Like he was a creature or something. Though the episode ended before he could show his concerns to everyone else,I do believe he was telling Janice. I highly expect her to be informed tomorrow and for them to run from the boy.

It might happen. Might not. Just gonna have to wait until tomorrow.

Stop Begging

...for fuck's sake,Sage. Your friend isn't coming back no matter how much ya beg her to come back And I doubt confessing any form of love will help.

I'm sorry but...yeah let's just stop with this pathetic crap.

Alrighty. On to the shows and some other news.

Candle Cove had Percy and Janice up to something. It looked like some form of trap but for what I wasn't quite sure. (It was rather big..weird and a bit much to ensure that one person wouldn't leave. So I doubt it was the 'Son of the Void' or anything.) Neither of them discussed it so I wasn't sure I wanted to know who it was for.

Probably gonna find out tomorrow though.

Ava had to go to the hospital for some reason. Her arm was seriously bandaged up and she wouldn't talk about it at all. I'm worried that the man attacked her. Cuz I seriously doubt the little girl could've harmed her in any way.

She sounds like she's  really little and fragile..and that she likes Ava. So I really doubt she'll harm her...hopefully...

The other news is that my friend finally emailed me. 'Alice' seemed a little off but I'm pretty sure it's nothing. She's been kind of frazzled lately and so have I. I'm probably just being paranoid as all hell.

I'm sure she's fine..really...

deepintothedark

Crone please come home,we need you to come home...

I am not strong enough to protect her without you here with me...why leave me?

What did I do to make you leave me?

I can change!

Give me a chance!

Crone...please?

Come back to us...please...I need you,I'm sorry...I love you

Deep Painfull Ache

...my skull feels like someone is trying to claw out and there's pressure on my eyes..weird throbbings in my skull as well...it's like my head is fucking ready to implode or something...please let this just be the odd weather changes affecting me.

Please let that be it.

I'm sorry...i'm sorry...i'msorryi'mnotstrongenoughtoprotectyoui'msorrythatican'tmakeyoufeelbetter...

Crone..COME BACK! I CAN'T DO THIS ALONE! I'M WEAK!!! PLEASE!

CRONE? please?

Owl Crone Has Flown Away

I can't hear the Sage but I'm going to assume that he's freaking out. He doesn't seem to like Tina in the slightest bit and I think he's worried.

For the Crone or because of her,I dunno...but I think she should come back. Sage might calm down if she comes back. Might.

The TV shows are still coming in. Nothing is stopping them.

Candle Cove showed the odd angle getting closer until it was on the Laughingstock. From a small boat or something...the person got close to the boat carefully and awkardly climbed up it..when he got onto the boat he held a knife in front of the camera and quietly went after Janice. She was 'sleeping' out in the open. Her little body curled up into a ball with something in her hands..I couldn't tell at first until the person got too close. He raised the knife up slowly and was about to stab her when her eyes opened. Janice let out a scream,kicked him hard in the thigh and swung her weapon at him.

It was a decent sized wooden board. It knocked the camera away along with the knife..I think...and something..or someone picked it up. The person who Janice hit looked more stunned then hurt and backed up...right into the waiting arms of Percy. Who clung onto him as tight as he could while Janice got up and on the tips of her toes..and pulled down the hood. (I think they were trying to get a good look at him) His face was...was horrible...a mess of rotting flesh and disgusting shards of I don't know what. Stringy white hair clinging grossly to the bleeding disaster that was his scalp.

It scared Janice so bad that she started screaming and nearly threw up. (I was wondering if he smelled bad or not and I guess that answered my question) But Percy just clung on to the now struggling boy. He gripped him as tightly as possible and said,"Janice...Janice get the rope! Get the rope!"

Still gagging she did as she was told and helped him tie the boy up tight. He growled at them,"You let me go!! I'll fucking kill you! LET ME GO!!"

"Don't worry kid,we will.",Percy said as he finished tying the boy's legs. He wrapped a cloth over his mouth as he let out a low creepy laugh. The creepy puppet thing told him,"We're thinking of letting ya go swimming. Does that sound good? You can swim can't ya?"

The boy just glared at him and squirmed to get free. Shrugging his shoulders,Percy grabs the boy by the front of his shirt and his legs. Then walks him over to the side of the Laughingstock and hurls him over without much effort. Janice asks,"Would that really stop him?"

"Not for long. But It'll give us time to get away."

"I hope so...",the little girl said softly. She didn't seem to believe him when he said that. But she didn't really seem to want to question him either. After a few minutes of them sailing...the episode ends and goes to the next show.

...he's not dead...the Son of the Void will be fine..he'll get rid of them...then he'll help me get Crone back...

Binx was just as 'cheerfull',Ava was at some hotel that she wouldn't say the name of. Her face was really thin and she looked very tired. Like she hadn't eaten or slept in a long time. In a very tired voice she says,"I keep seeing this...this guy...and this little girl in a weird mask..she keeps calling me 'Big Sister' and won't tell me about him.."

Leaning back against the wall,she continues,"I can't keep running like this..I'm running out of money and gas..and I can't..I can't sleep anymore. He shows up in all of my fucking dreams.."

Looking the camera dead on she says,"I keep...I want to post these somewhere but if...if I do..I'm afraid he'll find me faster...what am I going to do..."

"...THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?!"

After this she starts crying for twenty minutes and then turns the camera off...I wish there was something I could do but..but I don't think there is..I'm really sorry,Ava. If you can read this,I wish I could help..can you try to find me?

The Crone Is Gone?

She isn't here..why isn't she with us anymore? This can't be real...

What would make her go away? Why is she staying with..with Tina? Like what Tina so special to her then? (I wasn't aware she could even find her...freaky...

What makes Tina inhuman anyway? She bleeds like I do,so what makes her so 'inhuman'?

And why can she hear the Crone when I can't? I can't hear her or the Sage..so how is she able to hear the Crone? How is that even a thing? That just..that just seems a bit impossible..how did it happen?

Not possible..it...it shouldn't be...why is this happening?

Son of the Void is turning...the Crone has left us...why is this happening?

Have we started to become like...like them?

No...No we're not like them..not like them at all...oh Crone...COME BACK!!!

whereisthecronewhereisthecrone

You fucking idiot,the hell are you doing with the thing?

You weren't supposed to do that! YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO COME STRAIGHT BACK!

Why are you with that thing?

It isn't even human! Why do you care so much for that thing?

...idiot...

Tina On Her Own

I wonder what she's been up to since she's been left alone. Like has she been eating or using any form of entertainment? Or heck even attempting to update her blog?

You'd think she'd start writing whatever she'd want since she is alone. Seems weird...maybe she hasn't had the chance to yet...

On to odd news. Candle Cove was being shown from two points of view. One from Percy and Janice's point of view...the other from way far away. But I couldn't tell just how far away. The camera was fuzzy as hell.

It cut out after a while and the other show didn't come on.

Who is that person? And why are two servants of the Wooden Girl scared of it?

Son of the Void...what is he doing?
I'm not sure we want to know...

He's turning out to be quite disturbing...
We should keep a close eye on Maiden's 'sister' to see if things are okay...

Yes..this might mean she'll start to...
What?

I hear something...I'm going back,stay with the Maiden..
Call if you need us..

I'll Be Posting From The Cafe

I'll be doing most of my blogs from work now. Hopefully I will not be without for too long. And hopefully I'll be able to get in touch with my friend soon. She hasn't done anything on Tumblr just yet and hasn't answered any of my emails. I really hope she's okay...I...I think Tina's in her apartment right now. Which means she's going to be hurt by that thing that's there or...or the other's will...no can't think about that. She'll be fine. She's always fine.

In other news Candle Cove was on today...new camera person and everything. Percy and Janice seem to be running from the person. Whoever this person is he seems to be getting close to them.

Can't tell if this is good or not.

Lillian and Binx has been renamed to just Ava for the obvious reason that it is now focusing on Ava. She's taken the camera and left.

She packed up everything she owns then left. I feel so bad for her but I can't do anything because I don't know where she is.

Internet Loss

I will possibly be losing my internet for a while. So yeah...hopefully I'll be able to get myself a second job to help with my money problems. Hopefully.

Not making any promises that I'll be able to get another job. Really hoping I do though cuz I really need the money.

Week of Nothing

Alright. For once I had a pleasant week and nothing happened. Just took the dog out,fed the fish and took in the mail. Nothing bad happened.

Came home and there was nothing wrong. I really hope it stays this way.

....stop leaving the fucking house.
Crone,please don't start.

I can't protect her well if she isn't home.
She has a life,she can't stop it to just stay home.

It hurts to protect her from afar!
I know but we just need to deal with it alright?

Fine..I hope that stupid boy did as he set out to.
Probably has. Now let's try to relax....we got a long week ahead of us.

House Sitting Once Again

...fuck...if it wasn't for the fact that my friends really need me,I wouldn't be doing this. But the fact they couldn't really ask anyone else they know made it hard to refuse.

Along with the fact that I'm sick to death of being stuck in my house.

Sick of watching the TV that shouldn't stay on when I turn it off or unplug it.

Sick of the stupid channels that come through despite that I've turned off that part of my services months ago.

Sick of being afraid to leave my home in case one of those puppets stayed behind..

And I'm sick of being forced to stay in one spot while I'm sleeping. They hurt me so much when they're trying to 'help' me...I just...I want it all to stop. Can't someone please make it stop? Please?

Hush...shhh...no one will harm you...
...Crone that isn't helping....

It would work so much easier if she was calm...
Singing creepy songs don't help,Crone...

....fine...it used to work...when she was younger...
She's not a child anymore...stop doing that...

The Things That Are New

The singing picked up again. But it sounded like someone singing very softly to me. I really can't hear it too well but it sounds lovely. Like a lullaby my Mom used to sing or something.

Hush little baby don't say a word...Mumma's gonna buy you a Mocking Bird...

Last night Lillian and Binx was just..just Binx. A weird dressed man with a fucked up sounding voice. He left the camera on the front steps of someone's home. A woman in her thirties picked it up and she looked like someone I knew. But I can't remember who.

I  think this was Ava.

She was examining the camera and took it inside to look at it better. Or at least that's what I think she said. I'm not quite sure of what she said. The audio was kind of fucked up at that point. Like I couldn't make out anything she said and then the camera was turned off.

Candle Cove wasn't on today. I'm guessing the whole lack of camera makes it hard for anyone to make anything creepy and disturbing. Well whoever did that,I wanna give them a pat on the back and a hand shake for bein' fuckin' awesome.

That was the coolest thing I'd seen in a while. Hope you can keep it up.

And if that Mocking Bird won't sing..Momma's gonna rip off her wing...

So Fucking Done

Lillian and Binx wasn't on today. But Candle Cove had some form of movie on. It was like an hour and thirty minutes long. Most of the episode seemed like a real child's TV show. It didn't have freaky things, references to their Mistress or anything bad.

Until the last half hour at least.

Janice and Percy were searching through this actual island jungle that didn't look wrong. Didn't have any dead things around it either. Both of them were getting along for once.

No fighting.

No dirty looks.

Just the both of them being decent friends for once. Walking across a small bridge with big smiles on their faces. Not fake ones either. Janice managed to help Percy walk up the hill,he fell a few times for some odd reason. It was kind of funny to watch. In a calm voice Janice asks,"Is the treasure something we can play with?"

"I believe so.",Percy said. He didn't seem sure of what the treasure was but he looked hopefull. Very hopefull for once. And I couldn't help but smile as I watched them get over the hill and walk through what looked like a small valley. I could actually see a cave that was somewhat creepy,but not all that scary. I heard Janice squeel with laughter as she says,"We're almost there! I can hardly wait to play with the stuff!"

They neared the supposed cave that housed the thing they had wanted (it was the last half hour of the show). As they got close...something happened with the camera. It shook in the weirdest way before it dropped to the ground. A bunch of odd..gurgling like noises started up as well and I...I thought I heard someone laughing...

I heard Janice scream in fear and Percy shout,"We have to run,Janice! We need to run!"

Suddenly the camera was slowly picked up from the ground,it showed the camera man lying dead on the ground,his throat was slit from ear to ear. The knife was stuck deep between his shoulderblades. And the person who was holding the camera pulled it quickly out of his back. Slowly pointed the camera in Janice and Percy's direction,both were running as fast as they could...then the camera was turned off.

I waited a few minutes before I realized that the show was over. That there wasn't going to be more at all. It was the freakiest episode since the thing with Jamie. Who the hell was the person with the knife? And why did they make Janice and Percy run like that?

Are they safe?

...well after this I'm guessing that the Wooden Girl is going to be pissed. She'll probably kill this person before I even get to meet them.

Sucks. I was kind of hoping that I'd have someone to help me stop them. The two new people don't seem strong enough.

...was that the....
yes...so that's what he's been up to...

Not sure if they'll want him now...
Probably...the Splinter Skank hasn't turned anyone away yet....

Good point..she'll have fun turning him into her toy...
Let's hope he's stubborn enough to stay himself...

Tower TV Still Broadcasting

.....why the hell is this here? I'm not afraid of any of this shit. Lillian and Binx are still so far behind me in terms of time. I've never seen or heard about them in any papers. No one here is talking about them at all. So I'm wondering how far back is the episodes?

Last night's episode was just about Binx though..Lillian wasn't even fucking mentioned. Like he didn't care about her in the least bit or something. And I still couldn't see his fucking face this time. All he did wastalk about how he needed another playmate.

How Lillian was getting boring.

And then him mumbling to himself about getting rid of her to get a new playmate. The way he said it suggested that he meant murder. No. That he was GOING to kill Lillian. And that he'd find the new one somewhere else. Just leave the camera where they can see it and ask them to play.

Just as fucking simple as that...and that's how the episode 'ended' more like was interrupted by Candle Cove.

Janice and Percy were arguing about whether or not it was right to leave the person behind. The person they called 'Jamie'. And my isn't that a gender neutral name? Anyways...in my opinion,Janice was right. She was arguing that it was wrong to leave Jamie in the place they had. (I think they called it Screaming Tower and oh my fucking god do I feel bad for them if they're there.)

Percy didn't care in the slightest bit. He just wanted to do what his Mistress told him to do and wanted to leave the person there.

This went on for the rest of the episode before they decided to just forget Jamie and go. They had another little mission from their Mistress...they woudln't talk about it out loud. And usually in TV shows they do talk about their plans out loud. This means they totally know that I'm fucking watching them and they know that I know about Jamie.

It doesn't really surprise me but I wonder how long they've known. Like since this first started or a little while later? I'm not quite sure. But I'm betting tonight's 'lovely' episode is going to be freakier than the last one was. Just hope they don't mention me at all.

I ain't interested in that kind of attention.

Through The Cold Glass

Well...I'm pretty sure that my friend has an icy little visiter. But how the hell do I tell her that the Cold Boy is there when we've just started to talk again? How the frigg do I tell her about this crazy freaky thing without her thinking I'm absolutely mad?

It's not like she'd believe me.

I know she wouldn't believe me in the slightest bit.

Not sure what to make of the weird doll man or the scratching on her walls along with the freaky whispers. I'm not sure if they're something to be afraid of or if she's just hearing things.

......it's really sad when you can't tell the difference between the normal and the paranormal....

The Rabid King is there...
The Prince of Ice is there...

The Emperess of strings servents are there...
You're friend is going to die...

We're sorry,Maiden...
There is nothing we can do...

No,No, and More Motherfucking NO

...a friend of mine,who has moved to a place that I'd rather not say,has been experiancing certain things in her new apartment. I..I'm not sure that it's the um..Cold Boy or not. But her tumblr is starting to lean towards it along with some other things.

 I'm rather sure that the Cold Boy is involved because of the little boy she mentions once. The one all covered in winter gear. And I've read that the Cold Boy is constantly in winter gear. Not sure if I'm being paranoid or not.

http://outofthecoldchild.tumblr.com/

Maybe one of you guys should read it? You know to make sure that I am not going absolutely insane here or jumping to conclusions. It might be just me being paranoid and jumping to conclusions. Oh dear lord let it be just that.

What Is The Point

Why am I seeing Tower TV for?

Just what is the point with all these episodes from shows that don't really exist? Like the Lillian and Binx thing? I mean what is the point of showing a little girl who seems so far behind me in time for?

I have never seen that girl before I started watching her show. So why have I been seeing her on my TV for?

Hell why am I watching her and the STUPID Candle Cove shit. It makes less sense then the little girl and her imaginary friend.

I mean the Candle Cove thing was about the thing they were hiding and for whatever reason...it started speaking...in a very soft whispery voice that I couldn't determine the gender of. It sighed,"So thirsty...so very thirsty...may I please have some water...please..."

Janice complied with it as carefully as she could and gave the poor thing water. She toyed with the blanket for a few minutes before putting it back over. In a calm voice she asks,"How come they sound so quiet?"

"They haven't used their voice in a long time,Janice.",Percy answered. Janice was alright with this type of thing and after a few minutes they were coming to some new place. They docked at some odd new place that looked,well honestly I couldn't tell. It was so dark and the camera wasn't working to well and when they got to a new place it was only slightly nicer. A low light from some oddly spaced torches hanging off the wall as they walked. Percy shifted the person over his shoulder and patted them gently as they say,"I never wanted...never wanted this...will you,won't you,will you...dance?"

"That was terribly random.",Janice said. Her voice sounded curious and from what I could tell Percy wasn't the least bit concerned. He says,"Not really. They're full of the Princess of the Light's medicine."

"But it's so weird..",she trailed off. The pirate puppet waved it off as the camera took a new perspective. Behind them as they walked into a room that looked rather disgusting. Hanging rotting things as well as scrap work things. It was a dark red room with horrible things inside. And as Percy laid the bundle on the bed,Janice asks,"Now can we get the blankets off them?"

"Yes. Mistress would like it if we did.",he said pulling the blankets off the person. But the lighting was so bad that I couldn't see them. And they left the room before the camera could focus on them. The episode ended with them leaving the place.

It went on to Janice and Binx's show. Lillian was seated on a bed with the camera sitting on some place pointed at her. Her hands were over her face and she looked like she had been crying. She was wearing a red ripped dress and her feet were bare. I can't believe that she was so dirty and hurt. This time I saw..I saw a man.

Who I believe might be Binx.

I couldn't see him very well as he walked up to the bed and said,"Now,now my little dear. We're through with this game. Now we're going to start a new one."

"I want to go home...",she whimpered. Her voice sounded raw and worn. Like she'd been screaming or something. Binx chuckles and says,"I'm sorry. But you can never go home. Not until you help me find the next girl."

"The next one?"

"Yes...one girl who had gotten away from me.",he explained as he picked her up. Binx had some sort of thing over his face so I couldn't see it. He arranged Lillian in his arm and walked over to the camera. When he picked it up he turned it quickly around and continued,"My dear little,Ava...she ran away from me and now it's time we go and get that naughty little girl. Won't that be fun?"

"Y..yes...",Lillian lied. Or at least I think it was a lie. They started walking out of the room and through the hall. There was blood...hand prints and scratches on the floor. A phone that was disconnected laid at the top of the stairs. Binx kicked it before he continued on walking down the stairs humming a creepy tune. This ended with them walking up to the door.

....why does that name seem familiar? Who is Ava? And why weren't they going to show the person that Janice and Percy had? It doesn't make sense...it just doesn't...

SKYPE Y U NO WORK?

Uggh...I wish I could connect to the skype like I usually do. DX And for whatever reason it keeps not connecting. Any suggestions on why?

Suppose I should be Fucking Happy

I know I fucking should be. But the fact that the puppets are leaving to someone new is fucking horrifying for me. Who the hell are they going to harm next? And are they staying away for long?

Also who the bleeping bleep are they going to hurt?

I mean seriously...I've heard of what the fucking Cold Boy does and I've read blogs about him. Just wondering who the fuck he's going to hurt with my sister and those puppets. (I follow Tina's blog.) I get that it's probably something fucking awful..just don't know how fucking awful.

So that means I'm dealing with Bitchy Blue Lady on my own. I think that means the supernatural fuckery is going to be down to a minimum though. She doesn't seem to do things on her own. Ever. So I'll be safe for a while..hopefully safe for a while.

The Crone of Owls and the Sage of Water..I think it was Water.

These guys seem intent on helping me out but what for? Because they hurt them? Doesn't seem like a good reason. There has to be more than just that. Like seriously. People don't do things for abso-fucking-lutely nothing. Like revenge is a good reason. But this seems way more personal than just fucking revenge. Like uber more personal than that.

Can you guys please tell me? Please?

They just take and take from people...
They need to learn not to take people for granted...

In other news. I need a new camera and I might be getting a new one tomorrow. Might be. It might be sometime next week that I get one. This one I'll have to be more careful with because the reason mine is broken now is because I dropped it.

Fifty fucking times or so. The new one I'll be as careful as I can be. Can't afford to buy three of these things ya know? Need to keep some money so I can eat at work. And so I can afford other things as well.

Onto the other important things. I'm still getting what Tina calls Tower TV. This time there were no creepy interruptions. Though this time it was just Candle Cove. It started with Janice tucking the person under the covers in. She was humming the Mocking Bird song and trying to keep the blanketed person as warm as possible.

Percy sounded a bit annoyed as he says,"You don't need to do that,Janice. They don't feel the least bit cold at all. You know that."

"I know. I just want to be sure they feel warm.",Janice informs him gently. She turns to him with a very small smile as she says,"They need to be warm,Percy. Princess of the Light says that they need to."

The camera turns to Percy who looks bored and annoyed. Like he wanted to just kill Janice or some shit like that. He turns his creepy head to look out the window as Janice asks,"Can we wake them yet?"

"No. Not until Mistress says it's okay.",he says. He looks over at her and continues,"And that won't be for another month or so. June 17 or so. I think. Mistress isn't sure of what she wants to do with them just yet."

"Okay...",she trailed off. Both of them sit in silence for a while and then an odd crashing noise came from far off the screen. Janice looks over at the window and asks,"What was that?"

"Doesn't sound like HIM...I don't know what it was..",Percy said softly. He sounded scared and super freaked out as well. Both of them got up and walked toward the window. Janice opened it as far as the rusted thing could allow. The camera zoomed in to show that there was nothing out there. But both of them didn't really like it. Percy ran back over to the bed,rolled up the person in the blankets. He slung them over his shoulder and ran as fast as he could out the door. Janice following after him screaming,"Why are we running? What did you see?"

"I can't...I can't say..we just need to leave...",Percy said in a high hysterical voice as he ran. It went on like this for a long time before they made it back to the shore. Back to the Laughingstock. And when they got on,Percy looked back saying,"Mistress won't like this..she won't like this at all..."

"I don't think she'll care as long as the thing we were supposed to help is safe.",Janice pointed out. Percy nodded and the episode ended with a freaky camera zoom in on a figure standing on the shore of the island. I couldn't make them out that well but man do they look freaky...not sure if them showing up is a good thing at all. Considering they made certain people run..I'm guessing they might be good. I don't think it was the Crone or the Sage's doing.

They're probably too weak to do so.

theyneedamothertheyneedafathertheyneedason

They discovered the Maiden...
They haven't found the Son...

They lost the Mother...
They never found the Father...

I the Crone have hidden from them...
I the Sage have hidden from them...

We keep the Maiden from them...
But they're starting to get through...

The TV broadcast is hard to stop
It hurts us so much...

Please help us with this problem
We wish to protect the Maiden...

Please...please...
Please...please...

Give us strength...
Give us form...

We will help better if we have forms...
Our help will be gentler as well...

Care to Explain Yourself?

http://maidenofthecrows.blogspot.com/2013/05/cantletthemhaveanothermaidencantletthem.html Who the fuck posted this? Who the hell are you people?!

Just why do you want to keep me away from them for? Can't you tell me?

...I am the Crone of Owls....
...I am the Sage of Water...

....I wish I could talk to these people...I want to know why they're hurting me and calling it 'help' for. It hurts when they do their so called 'help'.

...we apologize for that...
....we'll be gentler next time....

we promise
we promise

I still see the stupid TV shows...I think the Lillian and Binx episodes might be from a while ago. Like when it was still snowing. And it was snowing during the episode. Lillian kept showing off her new boots and seemed generally happy.

Until Binx said they had to leave from the place again.

She didn't want to leave. It seemed that she was having fun living in the place...but Binx doesn't seem to care anymore. He just wants his own fun and doesn't care for hers. And what seemed like hours of yelling at each other,Lillian gives in.

She packs up her things and leaves the place.

When they leave,I noticed that I saw a shadow in front of Lillian. (She had the camera pointed out the ground as she was walking.) I thought,and this is going to sound crazier,that I saw someone's foot. Like the back of their heel. When she lifted the camera though..there was no one.

Just the empty place where Binx out to be.

The episode ended earlier than it usually did. With Lillian looking into the camera whispering,"Won't anyone please come find me?"

I think...I think she knows that someone is watching her. I'm not sure how but I think she knows...which makes me wonder if 'Janice' knows that I'm watching as well. She was in a horribly run-down disgusting room sitting near a bed. I couldn't see the form in the bed because the shadows were too fucking dark. And it looked like the blanket was pulled over their head as well.

Percy was bringing Janice some food. She looked up at him and asked,"Why do we have to stay here with this thing?"

"Mistress says we need to watch it for the Princess of Light.",he explained setting the food down. The little girl takes an apple and starts eating slowly. He sat down on the floor next to her and says,"We need to be sure that it doesn't wake up. She isn't done fixing it yet."

"But I thought I heard HIM following us..what if he comes in?"

"The Princess is taking care of that. I promise that he'll never harm you.",he told her. Percy slowly got up and checked the person in the bed. Never got to see the face or anything because the 'puppet's' body was blocking it from view. When he seemed satisfied,he set the blanket back over and walked over to the window. He said calmly,"I need to go check some things. Lock the door and do not answer unless I say the word we agreed on."

After he leaves,Janice goes and locks the door as instructed. That's how the episode ends..well it seemed like there would be more but it looks like something stopped the broadcast or something. Not sure if it was my 'guests' or if it was something else.

We had to stop the episodes from being shown...
we can't stop them for long...

they're stronger than we are...
soon we'll be unable to stop them at all...

cantletthemhaveanothermaidencantletthemhaveanother

they do not deserve another after what they did to me and her
they do not deserve another after what they did to me and him

they said that they loved us...
they said that they loved us...

it was a lie...
it was a lie...

they took us from our friends and destroyed our very beings
they took us from our friends and destroyed our very beings

we keep this new one pinned down...
it keeps them from touching her...

we're stretching ourselves a bit thin...
won't you please help us?

Held Down

That held down feeling is still going on for some reason. I was trying to sleep last night and it felt like someone was still trying to hold my head and shoulders down to the bed. But the feeling moved to my chest and legs as well.

Like someone was trying really hard to keep me in one place.

Not sure what the cause of this is. It wasn't like dream paralysis. It felt...worse...I'm not sure how to explain this but it felt so much worse than that.

I couldn't even open my eyes to see if anything was there.

It was...it was really freaky..not sure what it is,or how I can stop it. I'm probably going to need to do more research on that. Won't that be fun? Uggh...

Can't stop it

No matter what I do the TVs keep showing those stupid shows about the little girl and her 'imaginary' friend murdering people. And stupid fucking Candle Cove.

But the episode was different.

They were at the shores of some odd looking island. Both Janice and Percy were walking through the thick jungle that surrounded it. Both of them looked warm,sweaty and tired. How the hell can a puppet sweat?

I mean really. That's kind of not what I expected to see at all.

Anyways. As they walked they tried to sing a hiking song but neither of them were really in the mood for it. Especially Janice. She looked at Percy and asks,"Can we go back now? I don't want to see the Princess of the Light's home..."

"We have to. It's what Mistress demands of us.",he said. I swear he looked hesitant,like he wanted to leave as well. The episode went on like this for a while. Each of them walking and it ended with them stopping at some town. Some dirty,run-down and dead town.

I'm guessing that this will be a two part thing because of the 'too be continued' they attatched to the end of the stupid episode.

The Lillian and Binx episode showed them outside of some city. Showed Lillian at least. Binx must have been holding the camera. When he saw a car coming up,he handed the camera over to Lillian. It slowed down and the driver offered to take her into town. It was a woman who was probably in her late thirties or so and looked concerned. Lillian said yes and asked if her 'imaginary' friend could sit in back.

The woman laughed and agreed.

Lillian opened the door for him and then got in after him. She told the driver to take her to a place that I won't reveal the location of. (I am not sure if it was real or not.) Instead of being suspicous the woman agreed and told her to buckle up. Told her 'imaginary' friend to buckle up too.

After a few minutes they end up outside the home and thank the woman. The woman only left after she saw Lillian go up to the steps. It was an apartment complex of some sort and the episode cut out after Lillian was going up the stairs.

I'm not sure why I'm getting either of these shows. I'm not sure why the puppets are still not able to get in or why they don't follow me to my job anymore. But I'm probably going to find out sooner or later. And in ways that I'm not gonna like.

Video from House Sitting

It's mostly of me freaking out and swearing. But the fact they put names that sound like my friends from a chat-room I frequent really creeped me out.

And I really wish that they had left them the fuck alone.

It's only people who are aware of my situation...I think. I'm not sure if all of them really know everything that is going on with me. (Entirely my fault for not saying anything.)

They are so not going to get any new players. My friends who have no player name are so uninterested in playing the stupid game. Which is a good thing.

I really don't think it's good to go into this willingly.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tbxkGgJcYoA

The TV is still getting those stupid fucking shows. It is still getting Lillian and Binx. She's still playing that 'game' that Binx wants her to play. Though she seems to be very resistant to playing it. And she's been begging him to let her stop.

He slapped her again when she refused to play. This time the game was too short. Lillian killed someone to fast and he got angry. He said,"Now we're going to need another person. You're going to have to get another player."

"I don't want to!",she said. Her voice sounded like she was crying but Binx ignored this and said,"You will. And we're going to have to travel for this one."

"But Mommy and Daddy'll notice if I leave the house!",she shouted. The sound of slapping happened and Lillian let out a whimper. He snapped,"You will play. You promised me that you'd play this game with me and it isn't over until I say it is."

After Lillian agrees to continue the show ends and moves right on to Candle Cove. It was the same damn episode as last time. Janice reading that beat up old book while pretending to smile. But this time I could see tears in her eyes.

Like she was going to cry but couldn't for some reason. I almost felt like going to her and helping her but I doubt there'd be anyway to actually save her. Not like I know where she is. Or have the means to go out and give her a helping hand.

Wish I could though. I really do.

I Finally Have A Laptop Charger

Now my hermittude can commence for the weekend.

Despire the fact that the puppets can't come in,I still don't feel safe.

It's the whole fact that I'm still getting the Lillian and Binx show as well as Candle Cove. Lillian and Binx still are doing nasty things to people. They're still 'playing' that horrible game. But it seems like Lillian is getting quite bored of it.

Or she's starting to realize that she's doing something horrible.

Binx has been getting more and more demanding of the girl. He was angry when she refused to 'play' with another person. They argued off screen for a while before I heard an odd noise and it took me a minute to realize that Binx had hit Lillian.

She came back for the camera with a wicked red mark on her face as well as tears in her eyes.

The thing she said at the end of this episode was kind of odd...it sounded like she said,"I wanna go home....why can't I go home Chrissie?"

But I could have been imagining it...I think I might have been....the Candle Cove episode came in much clearer. But the episode was just of Janice reading some sort of book. The book looked really worn down and ripped in a few places.

She seemed happy though. Not sure if she was really smiling because it looked like someone was making her smile. Like there were strings attatched to her face and they were pulling up the corners of her mouth.

Or she's just good at faking a smile.

Anyways it wasn't a long episode either. It kinda cut out before anything bad actually happened to the poor girl and her friends. Can't tell if the interruptions of the broadcast are a good thing or not. Cuz what seems like a good thing usually turns out to be bad.

And I know this is just gonna turn nasty...just you wait...

Puppets Can't Come In

I heard them outside my garage last night and they can't seem to get in anymore. They try to touch the door and their hands seem to burn or something like that. It's almost as if there's thing keeping them from touching it but I can't see it.

Are the symbols I put up all over the house doing it?

No...no that didn't work last time...they didn't work to keep Tina out the last time. So what the hell is keeping them out this time around?

I don't get it.

What could be keeping them out this time?

It's not like they're afraid of me. I know for damn sure that they don't fear me in the slightest bit. But whatever keeps them out is good enough for me.

Wish the damn TV would work the same. I'm still getting that stupid show Lillian and Binx. This episode included them 'playing' with a new person.

The game happened off screen and I'm so fucking grateful for that. The person was screaming and begging so loud. And Lillian was laughing her ass off...and it was fucking horrible it was to listen to.

She came back to the camera covered in blood and smiling from ear to ear. That's how it ended too. Her face then it showed the other show. It was still not good quality and I couldn't hear the show all that very well either.

But I know what the show is now. It's Candle Cove. I've only ever watched it once when I was little. I can't really remember what episode it was or if I really did watch it. But I do remember that it sounded really boring so I changed the channel.

Can't tell what the heck it was supposed to be this time around. The audio was all fucked up and it didn't come in very well on the TV. All I heard was Janice talking to someone that she wasn't very happy with. Or I think that's what was going on.

The show ended with Janice talking to Percy about something...couldn't hear what it was clearly though. It just seemed so odd. I thought I heard some girl's name. Like "Anie" or something close to that sort of name.

Not very sure though. And I really don't think it would be wise of me to look into that show at all. Don't know why but I do know that it isn't very wise. So I'll just leave it the fuck alone for now.