Is it Wrong

Is it wrong to wish the world ended bloody two years ago?

Boozed Christmas Obvious alcohol tw

.....jus going to be drinking a lil.



Maybe.

To Be Utterly,Horribly and Devastatingly Alone

I wonder why I bother anymore.



Why I'm even trying to survive for. Something will keep coming for me. Feels like something always has been. Friends either just leave me or die on me. Either way I'm left relatively unscathed.


Mostly.



But I poison those who care the most. So...so I don't know what my next move is going to be. I'll try to keep you updated on my condition.



Not making any promises.

Happy Winter Solstice

I have a sore ankle,co-worker who refuses to speak to me and an urge to stay hidden. But sadly I have to work. Otherwise I don't think I would be going anywhere today. And probably would be sleeping.



Oh well.

Stiff Limbs

Lately I've been waking up with stiff or aching joints. Like someone was tugging on my hands and feet for fun. I don't remember feeling it because I sleep like a log. But I'm concerned that it means either I haven't been sleeping right. I need a new bed in the near future.



Or something supernatural.



I'm just hoping it means I need a new bed.



Fuck. I forgot to mention my co-worker's little experience. She's not being contacted from what I can tell. But she said the Puppet People watch her whenever I'm not there. My boss thinks they're harmless.



I don't know how to tell her how wrong she is without endangering her.