Candle Cove: Janice Is Missing

'Janice' is seemingly missing now. Percy is scared shitless during this whole episode. He acts like a parent who has lost their child. I watched as he searched the entire area as thoroughly as he possibly could. His entire body shaking like a leaf.

I've never seen so much fear on a puppet's face before.

Well not that I can remember at the very least. This show was on when I was a child and I can vaguely remember this shizz. But I don't remember if Percy was ever a coward before. Or if 'Janice' ever went missing in any episode.

But the fact she is now makes me wonder if the poor kid was 'fired' or escaped. Not too sure if the second one is possible at all.

I do pray that it has happened.

They've Relapsed

I..I can't believe it. This kid was doing so fucking well and they just...they just...how the hell did this happen? Was it the Doctor's fault? Did the new medication not take well enough?

Poor kid...it isn't their fault.

It's just so hard to see them going from shining and happy to this. Doing so well to just collapsing into bitter tears over absolutely nothing. Their face just contorted into this mask of angry bitterness. Holding the stuffed toy close to their chest like it was the most precious thing in the whole world. As if it would protect them from any bad things.

Doctor didn't take it way. Neither did the orderlies. They just gave them some medicine and told them to relax for the day. That they didn't have to come to group and talk if they did not want to. And they just crumpled onto the bed with their pillow close to their chest.

Crying for the whole half hour.

I felt so helpless just sitting on my bed watching. Like I should have done something for them. But I wasn't too sure if there was anything I could do for them. Hell I don't know where they are. It's like watching Ava and the little girl all over again.

Wanting to help but not being able to.

Makes me feel so..useless..like I'll never be able to help them. No matter how much I truly tried to.

Skin Taker Won

Ding dong! The Stupid douche is dead! Ding Dong he's really really dead!!!!

It was basically the idiot and him,one on one. He was torn to ribbons. Then not used to make anything for the Skin Taker. Not that I could blame him. Kid was horrific.

Nothing New

Jerkass new character is still very much alive.

Person in asylum is slowly becoming sane. Though something tells me that this isn't going to last.

I'm Unimpressed

How does a horrid human being like him continue to live? Even if Splinter wanted to torture both Percy and 'Janice' this is going to far. He's not even trying to sound like a pirate. Stupid kid sounds about as much of a pirate as little kids on Halloween do.

It's like he isn't even trying it's so fucking annoyingly bad.

When are they going to be rid of him?

This time douchewad decided to take on the friggin' Skin Taker. And he nearly friggin' DIED. Like dude the hell were you thinking? That the Skin Taker was easy to fight? Just how could he not realize that this guy was too friggin' much for him? Percy nearly got hurt saving his ass! 'Janice' was nearly taken because of his arrogance!

Uggh!

I can hardly wait for this kid to die. I think I'll laugh when he does. Laughing and celebrating with ice cream and other fun stuff. Now before I completely act like a bitch. I want to talk about the kid in the asylum that I've been watching. Their progress seems slow going but they're doing well. They smile more often then I've ever seen them. And seem so much more animated than ever before.

Heck today they didn't even talk to the stuffed owl. It was lovely. 

Drawing lovelier pictures than before too. I got to say they're quite talented. They draw very well when they're not angry as fuck. Well. Better than I can at least. It reminds me of certain anime shows that I watched as a kid. Only no big wet eyes. 

Though the episode ended with them crying for no reason. Just crumpling up a picture and crying onto it for ten minutes. Or at least to me it seemed for no reason. Really hope this kid isn't going to break down or something.

I don't think I could watch that...

New Person Is Still Alive

....I can't believe it. Percy came back and the new guy is still alive. How is that even fair? He's not a good actor nor is he even all that interesting. In fact he's kind of a prick. And not in the fun sorta way. Like he's a complete douchewad who needs to die horribly.

He treats 'Janice' like she's nothing more than a toy. Kicked Percy for no friggin' reason than he's there. And I think he did something to upset the Laughingstock. Because when Percy and 'Janice' were off doing something and came back,it was crying.

What the motherfuck did that douchewad do?

Uggh...I've never wished for someone to die before but he needs to just die. Please...someone just murder the friggin' bastard.

On to the next show before I get too into Candle Cove's horrible new cast-member. The kid seems to be doing much better. Their clothes are much cleaner than before and they seem calmer. If a bit jumpy. A bit more docile than I've ever seen them too.

Talking to the little stuffed owl too often. But other than that they seem so much better than normal. Heck they're very polite to the umm...orderlies? Is that what staff at mental hospitals are called or am I thinking of something else all together?

Anyway. They seemed to be calming down quite a bit. Not too sure if this is a good sign or not but I'm glad that they're doing so much better than before.

Fit To Live,No

I don't get how they can have Candle Cove episodes without Percy. It just doesn't make sense. And the fact that they're trying to replace him with this weird kid in a pirate costume is kind of annoying. Hell I can tell that even 'Janice' doesn't like this kid much. She gives him the finger every-time his back is turned. And I can't help but giggle at this.

It's hilarious how stupid this kid is and how clueless he is to his companion's hate.

His name is 'Swashbuckler Steve'...motherfucking lame name. Who the hell named this kid? Please tell me they'll get Percy back soon. This kid is giving me a headache. And he's only been on for one fucking episode even.

Basically a whole episode of 'Janice' trying to lose him. But each time this kid finds her and is back with some fucked up story. It's like she can't get rid of him as easily as she did Percy.

Too bad. I was hoping he'd be dead at the end of the episode. Welp. There's always next time.

Speaking of bad things. Kid in the hospital seems to be doing much better. Not crying as much as they used to. But they've only been talking to the stuffed owl that they own. And they called it 'Danielle' for whatever reason. Oh well. If it makes the kid feel better,I ain't complaining.

Though I gotta wonder if it'll be taken by Doctor-Asshat sooner or later. Kind of hoping that it won't be. Kid needs something to hold onto ya know?

Needs something to feel comfortable with.

Where Is Percy?

Candle Cove is still without a Percy. And that really makes me wonder what the Helling Hell happened to the asshat. Did the Wooden Girl kill him?

Did those puppets?

Or did something else get to him?

I don't know if they'll continue on with the charade of looking for him. Quite frankly it seems like they couldn't be bothered to give a damn if he's alive or not. Especially 'Janice' who seems really happy that his stupid ass is gone. Like she planned this or something.

The episode was of her basically trying to hold back laughter as she looked for him with the Laughingstock. Laughingstock didn't seem to find what she was doing amusing. In fact for a foam faced boat..it looked pretty damn scared.

Never seen the boat actually give an emotion other than its usual grin that could scare babies. And give old people heart-attacks. 

But it looked so frightened that I almost wished that someone would..would kill Janice. Her little adorable face was just so full of evil that I could hardly stand her. She knew something about this but I wasn't too sure what. Maybe she killed him. That's what I think she might've done. I wouldn't blame her for doing that though. Bastard would deserve a horrible death. Though I'm not sure she would be able to take down a full grown man sized puppet.

At least not by herself.

ican'tican'tican't

...i...ijustfuckingcan't...no. No. NOOO.

Why can't I get the TV turned off? Why won't it just turn the fuck off? I can't stand seeing more of these people in so much pain. It hurts...and it follows me like the damned puppets do. SHE was even with them this time.

Oh fucking god.

This kid..this teenage boy was...the broken pieces of mirror..oh god...please stop this! PLEASE?!!
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I...okay. I'm calm. I'm good. I'm calm.

There's no more people crying,dying or being abused on the TV. Now the damned programs are slowly coming back. Candle Cove just being it's damned useless self. The basic real episodes that aren't about the boy or that kid. Just fucked up episodes about Janice herself and the Laughingstock. Percy seems to be missing this time.

Not too sure why but that scares the shit out of me.

I saw that poor kid again. The one in the hospital crying and begging. Whoever they are. They really are trying to beg someone to help them. They're allowed only a few things. Crayons,paper and a stuffed owl that looks familiar. Like it was something that's sold regularly in the cafe. But I wasn't too sure cuz of the crappy security camera.

They were drawing crude pictures of something. Not too sure what exactly but it looked like themselves and their doctor. Them killing him...I think. Didn't get a too good look before a...what do you call mental hospital attendants? Well one of them came in. Took the pictures and went out. I'm guessing that is going to be seen by the Doctor.

And this kid is really gonna suffer.

Televised Mental Break Downs

...I hate seeing people cry because I don't know what to do when it's a stranger...do I stay? Do I try to comfort them? Do they want comfort? It isn't their fault for crying,I just can't handle that kind of stuff at all. I just can't fucking handle that kind of stuff.

So why is it being broadcast to me?

So many people..in pain. Bleeding,hurting and begging. Each of them crying for reasons that I can't quite understand in the slightest. Oh god. Who the frack are these people? And why is it being broadcast to me? There wasn't a set age group for the people either. They ranged from pretty much everything. It...I tried to block it out but it's hard to...so many little girls with bruises on their faces. Little boys hugging pets to them.

Then there was this guy. He was sitting on the floor of what I could guess was his room. His arms were just...just covered in thick scars. But he wasn't crying in the traditional sense. This guy was laughing and crying for some reason. Like he was hysterical or something. I..I couldn't tell. I just left my room and hid in the kitchen for a few hours.

Came back and it was still going on.

Instead of the young man from before. There was an old woman sitting in a car. Crying silently and trying to look less sad. Like she didn't want anyone to see her cry. And..th..then she pulled a..a gun fro..from her purse and...oh fuck..I can't..I JUST FUCKING CAN'T!!

I Feel This Is Unprofessional

I've read Alice's latest little thing on Tumblr and I'm pretty damn sure your doctor can't do that. It's not something they're supposed to do right? They can't exactly force someone to do these types of things. I mean Alice isn't delusional or anything. She seems quite capable of taking care of herself. Why does that bastard think he can control what she does?

Okay so some of what she did wasn't a good idea but to do that? That seems highly unethical to me. Anyone else think so?

http://outofthecoldchild.tumblr.com/post/67031353301/under-my-supervision

Pressure Headaches

I'm getting bad headaches again. And they come with muscle twitches. Yippeee!!! DX I'm so very lucky! At least I can somewhat breathe alright. I usually get some form of fun sinus problem around this time of year. Though now that I've written that I'm probably gonna wake up short of breath.

Or something like that.

The TV channels are back to their usual fun programs of fake TV shit. No Candle Cove or that proxy thing. Nor are there any Puppet contests. Just a channel of some kid sitting in a room by themselves. Their hair is all long and greasy. They're wearing a hospital outfit. The kind you usually see when a TV character is in a mental hospital. But aren't patients supposed to bathe when they're in these places?

Anyway. They had their arms covering their face. And all that happened for fourty minutes was that along with weeping sounds. Pathetic and lonely. Like they'd been just left there and no one came to visit them ever. Then towards the end. They moved their arms from their face.

The camera wasn't too good but they looked frantic. I could barely make out their face cuz of the quality of the camera. They yelled,"I WANT TO GO HOME!! YOU PROMISED ME THAT I COULD GO HOME!! DOCTOR PLEASE!!!"

A soft but very eloquent voice replied,"Not until we are sure that you will not harm yourself,dear. I cannot risk you not listening to my advice again. Especially after this latest incident."

"I told you that it wasn't my fault! I didn't...I didn't mean to!! Please Doctor! I'm sorry!!",they begged. Their voice sounded familiar but I couldn't place it. Before it ended the voice simply said,"I know you are. But you have to face the consequences of your actions,dear."

.......................holy fuck.

Visions Of Disgustment

....there are no fake TV programs anymore. Just the people I care for lying either dead or injured at someone's feet. Alice,Tina and my other family members.

Not together mind you.

Tina's someplace. Can't recognize it at all and I'm sure she's...she's either strangled or her neck is broken. I can't tell..oh god...

Alice was the worst. So much glass and so much blood. Who the hell could do such a thing?

I Don't Understand

What is the point of the programs? None of them make sense anymore and I don't know what the hell they're about. It's like someone was on drugs when they made them. Or the firefuel bitch didn't care how they were made.

Just what the hell are they up to?

And why am I seeing Alice laying on the ground in a disturbing sized pile of glass as well as blood? I...I thought she was safe...is..is she dead already?

TV Programs

Are kinda hazy but they're not back fully. Which makes me wonder how I can stop them from coming in at all. Last time's little idea of turning the TV off then unplugging it didn't help. But smashing the TV might. Though that'd lead to a ton of broken glass and getting hurt. And I'd rather not get hurt. Especially since I don't have a first aid kit or anything to fix injuries with.

And that'd be kind of humiliating to tell a friend. They just might think I'm absolutely crazy if I tell them the reasons on why I broke the TV.

Though I could put it outside. The TV weighs quite a bit so that might not help at all. And I somehow get the feeling it'd just broadcast through my laptop instead. Lucky me,eh? At least the Puppet Peeps have been keeping a good distance lately. Not sure where those freaks are hiding but at least they're not close enough for me to see.

God help them if they decide to be in the 'attic' which is nothing more than a crawl space with icky stuff in it. As well as fun wild animals. I think the bats're gone but I ain't going up there with a flashlight to check. No way in Hell would I do that.

Tina seems to be doing better. Wonder if she's really alright or not. Since when did anything good ever happen to either of us?

Welp

I um..I got a lovely phone call from one of my co-workers today. They said that 'Creepy Guy' was found this morning. Not..not alive. He..he was frozen solid for some reason. Like there was ice on his skin and everything. The snow isn't even around anymore. How the hell does someone freeze to death like that? It just doesn't seem possible.

She didn't tell me anymore details than that because I think she realized that I was getting scared.

What could make someone freeze to death like that? It just...I thought...please no more bodies like this. Please? I didn't like 'Creepy Guy' but he didn't deserve to go out like that!

we'resorryfortheminorinconveniance

Sage. What did I tell you about leaving her alone?

Owl...I...

What did I tell you?

Never to do it.

Good. Now let's fix this barrier before anything else happens and get her mind back to it's normal working order. Okay?

Yes Ma'am.