Gone for One FUCKING Day

They only left me alone for one fucking day.

Yesterday.

I was going to write about it but I got caught up in other things. And I thought I'd just take in the fact that I hadn't seen them. You know celebrate a little bit.

But today...today there were seven of them.

And the new puppets were boys.

A young one and and a guy in his fourties. Or at least I think he was in his fourties. I ain't a good at judging people on their ages.

The young one was tall and the older one was shorter than him but taller than me. Each of them were as tackily dressed as the rest. Older one was dressed like a fucked up hobo.

Tall boy was dressed like Mortimer freakin' Snerd.

It...I thought if they got more then they'd leave me the fuck alone for a while. Enjoy the good weather and do stupid shit. Like go to parks and other shit.

But they're still following me.

Still watching me.

And still sitting in the back with food,drinks and books that they do absolutely nothing with. They seem to have enough 'friends' but they want more. Or the fucked up girl made out of wood with freaky strings wants more. I don't fucking know or care.

All I know is they're still hanging around. They're still trying to find someone to turn into a fucked up puppet like them.

Don't know who's going to be next...

The Silence was Deafening

There was nothing.

No noises coming from weird places in either my garage or above my bedroom. (My 'attic' has no floor so I doubt they'd be dumb enough to be up there.) Can't quite tell if this is a good thing or a bad thing. Really leaning towards it being good.

But it's probably bad.

I know they've been either looking for new dolls or a replacement for one of them.

Not sure if the replacement would be for Tina or for any of the other puppets in the group. But my guess is they just want another puppet.

Not sure why they follow me around for.

The Blue Lady wants to use me for something that I can't figure out. And I'm doubting that termite food bitch doesn't want me because I'm boring.

But then again her recent video said she got hurt by someone. Can't tell if it's the girl made of wood with the freaky strings. Or if it's some other creature who wants to use me as a toy. Or kill me.

Or they just wanted to hurt her.

I'm doubting "The Blue Lady" has many friends to be with or any actual family. Any that's living at least. I'm guessing that she's got no family and is either looking for more. Or is just interested in making some pretty toys to play with.

Probably just looking for some new toys to play with. And to make for possible only friend. Though they kind of don't seem like friends. They really seem like working partners.

Or something like that.

If It Weren't

For the fact that I really couldn't afford a fucking sick day...I would have stayed home.

That and I heard that most my other co-workers were out sick. Or busy with their lives. That I really didn't mind though. I really needed the hours and I didn't want to be home alone anyways.

Speaking of them,I haven't seen them at all today.

None of the puppets have been around my home at all and I'm not sure they aren't just hiding. Just where they're hiding is what I want to know. Like maybe they've hidden themselves in my attic/crawl space or something.

I wouldn't put it past them to hide like the vermin they are.

And I wonder how their possible search for something new is coming along. I'm betting they're about to find some new sucker to become one of them. I wish I could fucking warn and protect people against these bastards.

But I doubt any of them would fucking listen to me. None of them believed the little boy when he said they kept him for so long. Doubt some random barrista with absolutely no evidence that they were even around here.

They can be sorta seen at the cafe but they don't seem strange to anyone.

Their clothes don't raise suspicion or their weird similar female voice don't freak anyone out either. (Especially coming from the only guy in the group. He doesn't even look the least bit female and no-one is a bit weirded by this.) It seems like no-one but me can see their strings.

It's either I can see them or somehow their mistress is making it so no-one else can see their strings. I'm not sure. I'm really not sure. All I want is to figure out how to stop them from taking another innocent person and turning them into them.

Don't know how but I'll figure it out...sooner or later....

Do I or Don't I?

I've been considering not going to work tomorrow to avoid the creeps.

But I'm not sure that they'd just come around here and watch my house or something.

They really seem intent on keeping a close creepy watchful eye on me. And I'd much rather be in a public place than alone at home with the neighbors not noticing.

Especially with the neighbors not noticing them.

They'd probably just wait out there or something like that. Hell they'll probably try to break into my house and then...no that would be counter productive. Probably. They'll probably just wait for me to leave my home so they can follow me to find another person.

To make another person into a toy like them.

For that dreadful fucking bitch.

I don't even know that girl made out of wood's name. Or why she controls so many people and what exactly she needs them for.

She seems strong enough to fight on her own hell even walk on her own. So why doesn't she? In my dream she moved just fine. Maybe the real world inhibits her movement? Could she be weak in reality and unable to do things for herself.

...or she's really fucking lazy and doesn't want to get her hands dirty at all.

I ain't sure. I'm not good with figuring people out and I don't want to figure the mistress of strings at all. I probably would be completely wrong about her.

And I can't afford to be wrong anymore.

They Stare

....they just fucking stare...they're in a corner booth now...they just stare at me.

At work they just stare at me from a booth with the food and drinks they do not eat or drink. With books they are not really reading.

What do they want from me?

I doubt I could become one of those fuckers. Their mistress doesn't find me interesting enough to become one of them. So why are they following me to work and watching me?

Maybe they're looking for a new doll around here and keep an eye on out to be sure. (And probably make sure that I don't fuck this up for them. Or something close to that kind of bull-shit,I don't fucking get these freaks.)

Cuz I don't keep an eye on them all the time. I can't tell if they look at other people in the cafe or if they're just waiting for another person. They might just possibly waiting for someone good to take to come into the cafe while keeping me under strict observation.

I try to ignore them as I do my work but sometimes it gets a bit hard. Especially when I have to clean out the back-hall. One of them,not Tina,sits on the free table back there and watches me. It's always the boy of the group and he watches with this god awful grin on his face.

No-body fucking sees him or if they do they don't bother saying anything. And that scares me cuz if they can't see him. Who the fuck will I turn to for help?

He does nothing to me but watch me do my work. And then walks after me very quietly after I finish with cleaning. The fact he does nothing is scary. The entire fact that he is so quiet/does nothing/says nothing makes me feel so afraid. Why follow me and do nothing?

That makes absolutely no sense at all. They go everyplace with me and watch me as I work. But they don't do a damn thing at all.

Why?!

WHAT FUCKING PURPOSE IS THIS?!

Are they just supposed to watch me? I dunno...I don't really want to know. I just...I want them to leave me the fuck alone. Can't they just do that?

Please?

Invasion Of the Marionette Asshats

They know where I work now,they fucking know where I work.

I think they've been following me to work and have been watching me. But I haven't seen them follow me to work.

Which is fucking suspicous considering they're dressed so flashy and aren't ever subtle. How could they follow me without me seeing them? It isn't like they can fly or anything. Maybe they've been walking on the rooftops or something.

Yeah..that might be how they get around without really being seen. That's the only logical damn thing that I can think of. People,even with fucking strings,can't fly or float at all.

But no one at work seems to fucking notice them. It's like they can't SEE them. And they don't always stay in one spot either. They go into the back part of the cafe and I don't want to go back there anymore because I'll be alone.

And I can't be alone with those freaks. They'll try something. I know they'll try to do something if they get me alone.
Why else would they follow me?

Why else bother staying in the store?

My workplace was the only other place that I felt safe other than my own bedroom. Now they've fuckin' taken that away from me too.
What the fuck are they going to take away from me next?

Wired Dancers

I heard those people. Those stringed people.

Last night they were in my garage and they were talking about something. I couldn't hear them very well but I think it had to do with one of them. One of them wasn't doing their job and they all weren't happy with that.

Which one of them,I wasn't sure. But I think it was the one boy in the group. And I think I heard one of them say that he'll be 'replaced' or something.

My hearing is utter crap so I could be really wrong about this.

Though I'm worried that I might be right. They might be replacing him with someone from this place. Or maybe they aren't replacing him.

Maybe they're gaining another puppet?

Like a sixth person maybe more.

It could be they feel their group is much too small or the girl made of wood wants another puppet. She seemed like the greedy type. Five puppets are a problem. One or two more is fucking horrifying. Especially when I haven't figured out a way to keep them the hell out of my home. It's not like locked doors and barricaded windows will keep them out.

They don't even seem troubled by that.

Which makes me wonder why they didn't decide to break in last night. Why didn't they come in and kill me? They could have if they had really wanted to and yet they didn't come in.

Were they uninterested? Did they just not feel like it? Or did the Blue Lady tell the girl made of wood not to kill me?

I kind of get the feeling that the Blue Lady wants to do that herself. So that may be the reason they didn't come in last night. Maybe.

I'm not good at guessing.

Stringed Dreamer

The Blue Lady wasn't in my dream last night. I'm not sure why she wasn't there at all. And I suppose that's somewhat good news.

But someone else showed up in my dream last night. Someone more frightening and threatening then the Blue Lady.

People on strings. They were all around me in this weird place that I didn't recognize in the slightest bit. The people were dancing as well as singing and playing instruments. Most were adults and only two were children. A boy and a girl.

The children were singing about some mistress of strings while the adults were dancing around them. Few of those adults were singing too. It felt like days that this went on and just completely out of no-where at all...they parted and a girl made of wood was walking toward me.

She wore a very simple dress and no shoes. (I doubt puppets honestly need shoes but it really looked weird that this one didn't)

Her walk took a few minutes and she stood before me with her head tilted to one side and her arms crossed tightly against her chest. In a bored tone she said,"This is the new Maiden. My you're quite duller than the last one. Oh well. I do hope you'll be more fun than the last one was."

I tried to speak but..I couldn't. All that came out of me was this weird little squeaking noise. She laughed at my pitiful attempt at speaking to her and turned away swiftly. As she walked she called out to the quiet crowd,"Do show our guest a good time. This might be the last time you all see her."

After she was out of my line of sight...they all turned to me with big creepy smiles on their faces and starting closing in on me. They had no weapons with them,none at all. And. And they still made me afraid for my life. I felt like I was going to be killed.

I probably would have. If my alarm hadn't woken me up. That was the weirdest dream I've had in my whole life. But I think it was either a warning from this girl made of wood.

Or it might just be her freaky way of telling me "Hello". My guess is she was trying to tell me "Hello" or something like that.

Doll Dancers

I'm not sure if they'll come out of wherever they hang out for a while. The snow is so freakin' deep and I doubt any of them have proper shoes or coats. Or anything to protect them from the cold. Though I don't think they feel cold. And I don't think they like what they're doing right now.

Not sure if they have a choice on what they do.

But who controls these people? Who can control five people with just strings alone? It doesn't seem possible in the slightest bit. I've never seen anyone do that or even heard of anyone doing that sort of thing in my whole life.

Just like making that little boy dance for some girl made out of wood and then letting him go. It doesn't make sense either. And I can't think of a reason why they'd do this.Sure I think they knew that I'd find out about this but I could be just be paranoid.

I certainly feel a bit paranoid about this.

Who is this girl made of  wood? And why did the people with strings make this kid dance for her? Just what was the purpose for that? Was it to make the kid scared or just for the hell of it?

If she's made out of wood,she isn't alive. So why make a person dance for the amusement of a non-living person? That really doesn't make much sense. It seems really pointless,crazy as well as seriously freakin' stupid.

Also why did they want him to play a hiding game if he didn't actually get to play a hidin-well it sounded like they didn't get to play the hiding game. I'm not sure if they did or not. I wasn't there. So I'm just going to assume that they didn't play the hiding game at all.

Kind of doubt they intended to ever play it.

What seems good/suspicious is that puppet people don't seem to want to do anything to me. At least not yet. They haven't come around my house lately. Sure Tina had a while ago but the others don't seem interested in me yet.

But I'm getting this horrible feeling that they will be and they will try something sooner or later.

I just hope I'm properly prepared for that. Though I really don't know if I'm prepared to defend myself from five people who can get into anywhere they want.

Who can protect themselves from something like that?

Head Aches and Snow

More snow. Why more snow? It looked like it was melting fast and then comes more snow! Well at least some of the puppet people won't be showing up at the local parks anymore. (Parents won't let the kids anywhere near them cuz of the snow and all that.) So I suppose it's somewhat useful.
But fuck is it awful too.

Every time the weather changes I get horrible headaches. And thanks to the rapid changing weather,I'm getting them more frequently and way more painfully. It's even fucking up my sleep. Nightmares,sleep walking as well.

That and whenever I try to go to sleep,I suddenly feel awake. Alert and like I'm not giong to fall asleep anytime soon. Not even the least bit close to being tired. All I can do is toss and turn as I hope to fall asleep soon. Along with counting sheep.

Though I kind of doubted that would work at all.

Now your probably wondering why I don't take sleeping pills,well I don't have any. I got pain meds but I don't have sleeping pills. Heck I've tried this tea that usually helps me fall asleep in the past but now it in't working. At all.

Also get this weird problem when I sleep. Or try to. Or whatever.

My head/shoulders/back feel like someone is pushing me into the mattress/pillow. It's like I'm being forced to stay in one spot. (I turn onto my back and its pretty much the same,except some form of weight is on my chest.)

Maybe it's some odd form of sleep paralysis?

Heck it could be just my over-active imagination acting up once again and making me believe there's a problem when there isn't. I'm not quite sure.

So I'll probably have to look this up later. It's probably nothing but me over-reacting to mundane stuff. Funny how normal bad stuff happens and immediately my thoughts are filled with possibillity of supernatural. I really am paranoid.

Lady of My Nightmares

She's began to appear in my nightmares and dreams. OTTOTM. Defying physics. Staring at me and not saying a single word. Being a completely creepy bitch and just messing with my head for the hell of it. Not letting me actually rest ever.

The code was just...I don't know. It was just in one of the stupid nightmares that she was in. I can't make it out at all and I don't know what it means. Just looks like complete and utter gibberish to me. What the hell could it possibly mean? If there's any meaning to it at all...it could be just nonsense. You know?

Nothing and I'm just letting my paranoia get the better of me.

She just stares at me during the whole dream/nightmare until I wake up. I know it doesn't sound menacing but it feels like it during the entire damn dream. It feels like she wants to devour me or something. Then I saw her newest video...she's got a form now. Thanks to me. Thanks to my not knowing that this was actually her.

But that makes her weak right? Now that she has a form that means I can harm her more directly. Right?

Right?!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nKkRIRPki-E

Safe and Sound

The kid that was taken was found yesterday.

I'm unsure if he had gotten away on his own or if they simply gotten bored with him and let him leave. Either way he is an extremely lucky kid. They really could have hurt him if they wanted to. But they didn't. Why didn't they hurt him?

From what I heard all they actually did to him,was make him do some weird dance for some girl made out of wood.

At least that's what people have been telling me. I'm not really one for believing in rumors and gossip but I don't doubt this kid.

Most people think the kids were lying about him being taken so he could run away. (Sadly I even think some of the police believe this garbage.) His parents even believe this.

Like the few people who actually believe the kid,are the ones with no proof they were near them.

I would have said something but I doubt they'd believe me. Or they'd think I'm crazy. And I'd really rather not explain the reason on how I believe the kid as well as the looks I'd get later.

I wonder why they let him go at all. Why not kill this kid?  I'm glad he's safe but why is he alive? It doesn't make any sense.

Why?

They could have killed him and yet they didn't. Was it some form of kindness on their part? Maybe they just didn't want to? Or maybe the girl made out of wood has different plans then murdering a child. Hell maybe they knew I'd hear about this? Like they knew I'd hear about them not harming this kid?

It could be their way of telling me something...I just...I just don't know...

No News On Kid

No word on the missing kid just yet. I'm not sure they're going to find this kid at all.

At least not alive.

The group of people keep popping up in all the damn conversations at work. Even some of my co-workers have seen these freaks. And apparently they're all dressed in creepy puppet outfits like Tina has been. They've been hanging around in places that people aren't supposed to be too. Mostly empty houses and people's basements.

Yet anytime the cops show up,they're gone. Like disappeared and there's no evidence they had even been there to begin with.

You'd think they'd find anything. Footprints. Fingerprints. But they don't. I'm guessing they're either wearing gloves or they just don't touch anything.

Though they don't seem smart enough to carry gloves with them,I'm guessing they just don't touch people's stuff. Or whatever.

The Trail of the Maiden people haven't posted a video in a while. I'm not sure if that's a good sign or not. And I'm just going to ignore them until then. DX

My Dear Maiden. I'm sorry that you miss my videos. :) But I have a few things that I need to take care of before I can get back to you. So I promise that I'll have one done just for you. :)