When Will The Show End

I'm done being someone's freakshow.


I need to stop living in fear of those puppets. They cannot control my whole life or how I am. Those monsters can't keep me trapped inside my friend's house or hiding forever. Soon I'll move.



I'm going to a new home without a television.



No more Tower T.V. to taunt me with or make me see horrors my friends can't see. Especially things my friends can't see. And I won't see that Winter guy anymore. Watching bad things happen to him reminds me of how worse things can get. But I really don't wanna watch someone in fear. Or be made a puppet.



I've seen enough of that already....



Tina...she's becoming something that..that isn't all together good. I'm not sure if Alice is safe with her anymore. She's doing things to others that aren't in the least bit sane or good. Blood is...she...I know she isn't a real human. But she still acts like one and I'm afraid of what she's up to. I'm...I'm afraid that...



...that she has become a new breed of monster...

The Weekend

.....sorry for the long delay. But it's been a long weekend.


I managed to pack everything at home and my pets are at foster homes. And I miss them terribly. Especially the uber tiny baby. She's so needy and I feel bad for leaving her. Sure she has her brother...but...


Anyway. The Puppet People,mostly Hobo,have been circling this neighborhood. He hasn't seen me and I'm afraid this means nothing. Like he'll find me.


Or he knows where I am already and wants me to lower my guard.


Either way,I'm staying indoors for a while.

Static And The Puppet People

Shows are popping up again. Right on channels that they aren't supposed to be. I can't turn it off no matter what. It's on every fucking channel.


Every.


Fucking.


Channel.


It is part that winter thing and it looks old. Like the "episodes" are from a while ago. This guy is weird. Not sure if it's real. At all. Because the other stuff was half real and half make believe. Or I'm hoping it is.


Anyway. It reminds me of something. The mask is really familiar and I have no idea where though. What freaks me out is that this is a YouTuber. Like he has a channel on YouTube and it's been on my friend's t.v. five fucking times. What's worse is,you know. The whole fact that they can't fucking see it. And if I draw attention to this,they'll be drawn in. Or they won't believe me.


I can't make them come into this. It's too selfish of me and I would make them targets for these fuckers. They don't seem to know exactly where I am.


And I'm going to keep it that way.

Blood Drops All Around

http://outofthecoldchild.tumblr.com/post/123056746146/blood-drops-all-around


.......THE HELL IS GOING ON?!

Moving Woes

Staying with friends until I can get a cheaper place. I'm worried that the Puppet People are going to find me. My friend's t.v. has been acting screwy and I have seen some of the shows from before. Mostly reruns or rehashings.


Something about a dude whose last name is Winter or some shit. Going to check up on him.


Anyway. Onto the most disturbing part. My friends don't see it. They see it as normal television. Like Law and Order SVU or something. They think the stress is getting to me. But haven't done anything drastic. In fact they helped me rehome my cats. So at least I can count on them to have my back.



I have read Alice's Tumblr post and...I have this feeling that Tina's...no longer with us.



I hope that I'm wrong.