House Sitting Once Again

...fuck...if it wasn't for the fact that my friends really need me,I wouldn't be doing this. But the fact they couldn't really ask anyone else they know made it hard to refuse.

Along with the fact that I'm sick to death of being stuck in my house.

Sick of watching the TV that shouldn't stay on when I turn it off or unplug it.

Sick of the stupid channels that come through despite that I've turned off that part of my services months ago.

Sick of being afraid to leave my home in case one of those puppets stayed behind..

And I'm sick of being forced to stay in one spot while I'm sleeping. They hurt me so much when they're trying to 'help' me...I just...I want it all to stop. Can't someone please make it stop? Please?

Hush...shhh...no one will harm you...
...Crone that isn't helping....

It would work so much easier if she was calm...
Singing creepy songs don't help,Crone...

....fine...it used to work...when she was younger...
She's not a child anymore...stop doing that...

The Things That Are New

The singing picked up again. But it sounded like someone singing very softly to me. I really can't hear it too well but it sounds lovely. Like a lullaby my Mom used to sing or something.

Hush little baby don't say a word...Mumma's gonna buy you a Mocking Bird...

Last night Lillian and Binx was just..just Binx. A weird dressed man with a fucked up sounding voice. He left the camera on the front steps of someone's home. A woman in her thirties picked it up and she looked like someone I knew. But I can't remember who.

I  think this was Ava.

She was examining the camera and took it inside to look at it better. Or at least that's what I think she said. I'm not quite sure of what she said. The audio was kind of fucked up at that point. Like I couldn't make out anything she said and then the camera was turned off.

Candle Cove wasn't on today. I'm guessing the whole lack of camera makes it hard for anyone to make anything creepy and disturbing. Well whoever did that,I wanna give them a pat on the back and a hand shake for bein' fuckin' awesome.

That was the coolest thing I'd seen in a while. Hope you can keep it up.

And if that Mocking Bird won't sing..Momma's gonna rip off her wing...

So Fucking Done

Lillian and Binx wasn't on today. But Candle Cove had some form of movie on. It was like an hour and thirty minutes long. Most of the episode seemed like a real child's TV show. It didn't have freaky things, references to their Mistress or anything bad.

Until the last half hour at least.

Janice and Percy were searching through this actual island jungle that didn't look wrong. Didn't have any dead things around it either. Both of them were getting along for once.

No fighting.

No dirty looks.

Just the both of them being decent friends for once. Walking across a small bridge with big smiles on their faces. Not fake ones either. Janice managed to help Percy walk up the hill,he fell a few times for some odd reason. It was kind of funny to watch. In a calm voice Janice asks,"Is the treasure something we can play with?"

"I believe so.",Percy said. He didn't seem sure of what the treasure was but he looked hopefull. Very hopefull for once. And I couldn't help but smile as I watched them get over the hill and walk through what looked like a small valley. I could actually see a cave that was somewhat creepy,but not all that scary. I heard Janice squeel with laughter as she says,"We're almost there! I can hardly wait to play with the stuff!"

They neared the supposed cave that housed the thing they had wanted (it was the last half hour of the show). As they got close...something happened with the camera. It shook in the weirdest way before it dropped to the ground. A bunch of odd..gurgling like noises started up as well and I...I thought I heard someone laughing...

I heard Janice scream in fear and Percy shout,"We have to run,Janice! We need to run!"

Suddenly the camera was slowly picked up from the ground,it showed the camera man lying dead on the ground,his throat was slit from ear to ear. The knife was stuck deep between his shoulderblades. And the person who was holding the camera pulled it quickly out of his back. Slowly pointed the camera in Janice and Percy's direction,both were running as fast as they could...then the camera was turned off.

I waited a few minutes before I realized that the show was over. That there wasn't going to be more at all. It was the freakiest episode since the thing with Jamie. Who the hell was the person with the knife? And why did they make Janice and Percy run like that?

Are they safe?

...well after this I'm guessing that the Wooden Girl is going to be pissed. She'll probably kill this person before I even get to meet them.

Sucks. I was kind of hoping that I'd have someone to help me stop them. The two new people don't seem strong enough.

...was that the....
yes...so that's what he's been up to...

Not sure if they'll want him now...
Probably...the Splinter Skank hasn't turned anyone away yet....

Good point..she'll have fun turning him into her toy...
Let's hope he's stubborn enough to stay himself...

Tower TV Still Broadcasting

.....why the hell is this here? I'm not afraid of any of this shit. Lillian and Binx are still so far behind me in terms of time. I've never seen or heard about them in any papers. No one here is talking about them at all. So I'm wondering how far back is the episodes?

Last night's episode was just about Binx though..Lillian wasn't even fucking mentioned. Like he didn't care about her in the least bit or something. And I still couldn't see his fucking face this time. All he did wastalk about how he needed another playmate.

How Lillian was getting boring.

And then him mumbling to himself about getting rid of her to get a new playmate. The way he said it suggested that he meant murder. No. That he was GOING to kill Lillian. And that he'd find the new one somewhere else. Just leave the camera where they can see it and ask them to play.

Just as fucking simple as that...and that's how the episode 'ended' more like was interrupted by Candle Cove.

Janice and Percy were arguing about whether or not it was right to leave the person behind. The person they called 'Jamie'. And my isn't that a gender neutral name? Anyways...in my opinion,Janice was right. She was arguing that it was wrong to leave Jamie in the place they had. (I think they called it Screaming Tower and oh my fucking god do I feel bad for them if they're there.)

Percy didn't care in the slightest bit. He just wanted to do what his Mistress told him to do and wanted to leave the person there.

This went on for the rest of the episode before they decided to just forget Jamie and go. They had another little mission from their Mistress...they woudln't talk about it out loud. And usually in TV shows they do talk about their plans out loud. This means they totally know that I'm fucking watching them and they know that I know about Jamie.

It doesn't really surprise me but I wonder how long they've known. Like since this first started or a little while later? I'm not quite sure. But I'm betting tonight's 'lovely' episode is going to be freakier than the last one was. Just hope they don't mention me at all.

I ain't interested in that kind of attention.

Through The Cold Glass

Well...I'm pretty sure that my friend has an icy little visiter. But how the hell do I tell her that the Cold Boy is there when we've just started to talk again? How the frigg do I tell her about this crazy freaky thing without her thinking I'm absolutely mad?

It's not like she'd believe me.

I know she wouldn't believe me in the slightest bit.

Not sure what to make of the weird doll man or the scratching on her walls along with the freaky whispers. I'm not sure if they're something to be afraid of or if she's just hearing things.

......it's really sad when you can't tell the difference between the normal and the paranormal....

The Rabid King is there...
The Prince of Ice is there...

The Emperess of strings servents are there...
You're friend is going to die...

We're sorry,Maiden...
There is nothing we can do...

No,No, and More Motherfucking NO

...a friend of mine,who has moved to a place that I'd rather not say,has been experiancing certain things in her new apartment. I..I'm not sure that it's the um..Cold Boy or not. But her tumblr is starting to lean towards it along with some other things.

 I'm rather sure that the Cold Boy is involved because of the little boy she mentions once. The one all covered in winter gear. And I've read that the Cold Boy is constantly in winter gear. Not sure if I'm being paranoid or not.

http://outofthecoldchild.tumblr.com/

Maybe one of you guys should read it? You know to make sure that I am not going absolutely insane here or jumping to conclusions. It might be just me being paranoid and jumping to conclusions. Oh dear lord let it be just that.

What Is The Point

Why am I seeing Tower TV for?

Just what is the point with all these episodes from shows that don't really exist? Like the Lillian and Binx thing? I mean what is the point of showing a little girl who seems so far behind me in time for?

I have never seen that girl before I started watching her show. So why have I been seeing her on my TV for?

Hell why am I watching her and the STUPID Candle Cove shit. It makes less sense then the little girl and her imaginary friend.

I mean the Candle Cove thing was about the thing they were hiding and for whatever reason...it started speaking...in a very soft whispery voice that I couldn't determine the gender of. It sighed,"So thirsty...so very thirsty...may I please have some water...please..."

Janice complied with it as carefully as she could and gave the poor thing water. She toyed with the blanket for a few minutes before putting it back over. In a calm voice she asks,"How come they sound so quiet?"

"They haven't used their voice in a long time,Janice.",Percy answered. Janice was alright with this type of thing and after a few minutes they were coming to some new place. They docked at some odd new place that looked,well honestly I couldn't tell. It was so dark and the camera wasn't working to well and when they got to a new place it was only slightly nicer. A low light from some oddly spaced torches hanging off the wall as they walked. Percy shifted the person over his shoulder and patted them gently as they say,"I never wanted...never wanted this...will you,won't you,will you...dance?"

"That was terribly random.",Janice said. Her voice sounded curious and from what I could tell Percy wasn't the least bit concerned. He says,"Not really. They're full of the Princess of the Light's medicine."

"But it's so weird..",she trailed off. The pirate puppet waved it off as the camera took a new perspective. Behind them as they walked into a room that looked rather disgusting. Hanging rotting things as well as scrap work things. It was a dark red room with horrible things inside. And as Percy laid the bundle on the bed,Janice asks,"Now can we get the blankets off them?"

"Yes. Mistress would like it if we did.",he said pulling the blankets off the person. But the lighting was so bad that I couldn't see them. And they left the room before the camera could focus on them. The episode ended with them leaving the place.

It went on to Janice and Binx's show. Lillian was seated on a bed with the camera sitting on some place pointed at her. Her hands were over her face and she looked like she had been crying. She was wearing a red ripped dress and her feet were bare. I can't believe that she was so dirty and hurt. This time I saw..I saw a man.

Who I believe might be Binx.

I couldn't see him very well as he walked up to the bed and said,"Now,now my little dear. We're through with this game. Now we're going to start a new one."

"I want to go home...",she whimpered. Her voice sounded raw and worn. Like she'd been screaming or something. Binx chuckles and says,"I'm sorry. But you can never go home. Not until you help me find the next girl."

"The next one?"

"Yes...one girl who had gotten away from me.",he explained as he picked her up. Binx had some sort of thing over his face so I couldn't see it. He arranged Lillian in his arm and walked over to the camera. When he picked it up he turned it quickly around and continued,"My dear little,Ava...she ran away from me and now it's time we go and get that naughty little girl. Won't that be fun?"

"Y..yes...",Lillian lied. Or at least I think it was a lie. They started walking out of the room and through the hall. There was blood...hand prints and scratches on the floor. A phone that was disconnected laid at the top of the stairs. Binx kicked it before he continued on walking down the stairs humming a creepy tune. This ended with them walking up to the door.

....why does that name seem familiar? Who is Ava? And why weren't they going to show the person that Janice and Percy had? It doesn't make sense...it just doesn't...

SKYPE Y U NO WORK?

Uggh...I wish I could connect to the skype like I usually do. DX And for whatever reason it keeps not connecting. Any suggestions on why?

Suppose I should be Fucking Happy

I know I fucking should be. But the fact that the puppets are leaving to someone new is fucking horrifying for me. Who the hell are they going to harm next? And are they staying away for long?

Also who the bleeping bleep are they going to hurt?

I mean seriously...I've heard of what the fucking Cold Boy does and I've read blogs about him. Just wondering who the fuck he's going to hurt with my sister and those puppets. (I follow Tina's blog.) I get that it's probably something fucking awful..just don't know how fucking awful.

So that means I'm dealing with Bitchy Blue Lady on my own. I think that means the supernatural fuckery is going to be down to a minimum though. She doesn't seem to do things on her own. Ever. So I'll be safe for a while..hopefully safe for a while.

The Crone of Owls and the Sage of Water..I think it was Water.

These guys seem intent on helping me out but what for? Because they hurt them? Doesn't seem like a good reason. There has to be more than just that. Like seriously. People don't do things for abso-fucking-lutely nothing. Like revenge is a good reason. But this seems way more personal than just fucking revenge. Like uber more personal than that.

Can you guys please tell me? Please?

They just take and take from people...
They need to learn not to take people for granted...

In other news. I need a new camera and I might be getting a new one tomorrow. Might be. It might be sometime next week that I get one. This one I'll have to be more careful with because the reason mine is broken now is because I dropped it.

Fifty fucking times or so. The new one I'll be as careful as I can be. Can't afford to buy three of these things ya know? Need to keep some money so I can eat at work. And so I can afford other things as well.

Onto the other important things. I'm still getting what Tina calls Tower TV. This time there were no creepy interruptions. Though this time it was just Candle Cove. It started with Janice tucking the person under the covers in. She was humming the Mocking Bird song and trying to keep the blanketed person as warm as possible.

Percy sounded a bit annoyed as he says,"You don't need to do that,Janice. They don't feel the least bit cold at all. You know that."

"I know. I just want to be sure they feel warm.",Janice informs him gently. She turns to him with a very small smile as she says,"They need to be warm,Percy. Princess of the Light says that they need to."

The camera turns to Percy who looks bored and annoyed. Like he wanted to just kill Janice or some shit like that. He turns his creepy head to look out the window as Janice asks,"Can we wake them yet?"

"No. Not until Mistress says it's okay.",he says. He looks over at her and continues,"And that won't be for another month or so. June 17 or so. I think. Mistress isn't sure of what she wants to do with them just yet."

"Okay...",she trailed off. Both of them sit in silence for a while and then an odd crashing noise came from far off the screen. Janice looks over at the window and asks,"What was that?"

"Doesn't sound like HIM...I don't know what it was..",Percy said softly. He sounded scared and super freaked out as well. Both of them got up and walked toward the window. Janice opened it as far as the rusted thing could allow. The camera zoomed in to show that there was nothing out there. But both of them didn't really like it. Percy ran back over to the bed,rolled up the person in the blankets. He slung them over his shoulder and ran as fast as he could out the door. Janice following after him screaming,"Why are we running? What did you see?"

"I can't...I can't say..we just need to leave...",Percy said in a high hysterical voice as he ran. It went on like this for a long time before they made it back to the shore. Back to the Laughingstock. And when they got on,Percy looked back saying,"Mistress won't like this..she won't like this at all..."

"I don't think she'll care as long as the thing we were supposed to help is safe.",Janice pointed out. Percy nodded and the episode ended with a freaky camera zoom in on a figure standing on the shore of the island. I couldn't make them out that well but man do they look freaky...not sure if them showing up is a good thing at all. Considering they made certain people run..I'm guessing they might be good. I don't think it was the Crone or the Sage's doing.

They're probably too weak to do so.

theyneedamothertheyneedafathertheyneedason

They discovered the Maiden...
They haven't found the Son...

They lost the Mother...
They never found the Father...

I the Crone have hidden from them...
I the Sage have hidden from them...

We keep the Maiden from them...
But they're starting to get through...

The TV broadcast is hard to stop
It hurts us so much...

Please help us with this problem
We wish to protect the Maiden...

Please...please...
Please...please...

Give us strength...
Give us form...

We will help better if we have forms...
Our help will be gentler as well...

Care to Explain Yourself?

http://maidenofthecrows.blogspot.com/2013/05/cantletthemhaveanothermaidencantletthem.html Who the fuck posted this? Who the hell are you people?!

Just why do you want to keep me away from them for? Can't you tell me?

...I am the Crone of Owls....
...I am the Sage of Water...

....I wish I could talk to these people...I want to know why they're hurting me and calling it 'help' for. It hurts when they do their so called 'help'.

...we apologize for that...
....we'll be gentler next time....

we promise
we promise

I still see the stupid TV shows...I think the Lillian and Binx episodes might be from a while ago. Like when it was still snowing. And it was snowing during the episode. Lillian kept showing off her new boots and seemed generally happy.

Until Binx said they had to leave from the place again.

She didn't want to leave. It seemed that she was having fun living in the place...but Binx doesn't seem to care anymore. He just wants his own fun and doesn't care for hers. And what seemed like hours of yelling at each other,Lillian gives in.

She packs up her things and leaves the place.

When they leave,I noticed that I saw a shadow in front of Lillian. (She had the camera pointed out the ground as she was walking.) I thought,and this is going to sound crazier,that I saw someone's foot. Like the back of their heel. When she lifted the camera though..there was no one.

Just the empty place where Binx out to be.

The episode ended earlier than it usually did. With Lillian looking into the camera whispering,"Won't anyone please come find me?"

I think...I think she knows that someone is watching her. I'm not sure how but I think she knows...which makes me wonder if 'Janice' knows that I'm watching as well. She was in a horribly run-down disgusting room sitting near a bed. I couldn't see the form in the bed because the shadows were too fucking dark. And it looked like the blanket was pulled over their head as well.

Percy was bringing Janice some food. She looked up at him and asked,"Why do we have to stay here with this thing?"

"Mistress says we need to watch it for the Princess of Light.",he explained setting the food down. The little girl takes an apple and starts eating slowly. He sat down on the floor next to her and says,"We need to be sure that it doesn't wake up. She isn't done fixing it yet."

"But I thought I heard HIM following us..what if he comes in?"

"The Princess is taking care of that. I promise that he'll never harm you.",he told her. Percy slowly got up and checked the person in the bed. Never got to see the face or anything because the 'puppet's' body was blocking it from view. When he seemed satisfied,he set the blanket back over and walked over to the window. He said calmly,"I need to go check some things. Lock the door and do not answer unless I say the word we agreed on."

After he leaves,Janice goes and locks the door as instructed. That's how the episode ends..well it seemed like there would be more but it looks like something stopped the broadcast or something. Not sure if it was my 'guests' or if it was something else.

We had to stop the episodes from being shown...
we can't stop them for long...

they're stronger than we are...
soon we'll be unable to stop them at all...

cantletthemhaveanothermaidencantletthemhaveanother

they do not deserve another after what they did to me and her
they do not deserve another after what they did to me and him

they said that they loved us...
they said that they loved us...

it was a lie...
it was a lie...

they took us from our friends and destroyed our very beings
they took us from our friends and destroyed our very beings

we keep this new one pinned down...
it keeps them from touching her...

we're stretching ourselves a bit thin...
won't you please help us?

Held Down

That held down feeling is still going on for some reason. I was trying to sleep last night and it felt like someone was still trying to hold my head and shoulders down to the bed. But the feeling moved to my chest and legs as well.

Like someone was trying really hard to keep me in one place.

Not sure what the cause of this is. It wasn't like dream paralysis. It felt...worse...I'm not sure how to explain this but it felt so much worse than that.

I couldn't even open my eyes to see if anything was there.

It was...it was really freaky..not sure what it is,or how I can stop it. I'm probably going to need to do more research on that. Won't that be fun? Uggh...

Can't stop it

No matter what I do the TVs keep showing those stupid shows about the little girl and her 'imaginary' friend murdering people. And stupid fucking Candle Cove.

But the episode was different.

They were at the shores of some odd looking island. Both Janice and Percy were walking through the thick jungle that surrounded it. Both of them looked warm,sweaty and tired. How the hell can a puppet sweat?

I mean really. That's kind of not what I expected to see at all.

Anyways. As they walked they tried to sing a hiking song but neither of them were really in the mood for it. Especially Janice. She looked at Percy and asks,"Can we go back now? I don't want to see the Princess of the Light's home..."

"We have to. It's what Mistress demands of us.",he said. I swear he looked hesitant,like he wanted to leave as well. The episode went on like this for a while. Each of them walking and it ended with them stopping at some town. Some dirty,run-down and dead town.

I'm guessing that this will be a two part thing because of the 'too be continued' they attatched to the end of the stupid episode.

The Lillian and Binx episode showed them outside of some city. Showed Lillian at least. Binx must have been holding the camera. When he saw a car coming up,he handed the camera over to Lillian. It slowed down and the driver offered to take her into town. It was a woman who was probably in her late thirties or so and looked concerned. Lillian said yes and asked if her 'imaginary' friend could sit in back.

The woman laughed and agreed.

Lillian opened the door for him and then got in after him. She told the driver to take her to a place that I won't reveal the location of. (I am not sure if it was real or not.) Instead of being suspicous the woman agreed and told her to buckle up. Told her 'imaginary' friend to buckle up too.

After a few minutes they end up outside the home and thank the woman. The woman only left after she saw Lillian go up to the steps. It was an apartment complex of some sort and the episode cut out after Lillian was going up the stairs.

I'm not sure why I'm getting either of these shows. I'm not sure why the puppets are still not able to get in or why they don't follow me to my job anymore. But I'm probably going to find out sooner or later. And in ways that I'm not gonna like.

Video from House Sitting

It's mostly of me freaking out and swearing. But the fact they put names that sound like my friends from a chat-room I frequent really creeped me out.

And I really wish that they had left them the fuck alone.

It's only people who are aware of my situation...I think. I'm not sure if all of them really know everything that is going on with me. (Entirely my fault for not saying anything.)

They are so not going to get any new players. My friends who have no player name are so uninterested in playing the stupid game. Which is a good thing.

I really don't think it's good to go into this willingly.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tbxkGgJcYoA

The TV is still getting those stupid fucking shows. It is still getting Lillian and Binx. She's still playing that 'game' that Binx wants her to play. Though she seems to be very resistant to playing it. And she's been begging him to let her stop.

He slapped her again when she refused to play. This time the game was too short. Lillian killed someone to fast and he got angry. He said,"Now we're going to need another person. You're going to have to get another player."

"I don't want to!",she said. Her voice sounded like she was crying but Binx ignored this and said,"You will. And we're going to have to travel for this one."

"But Mommy and Daddy'll notice if I leave the house!",she shouted. The sound of slapping happened and Lillian let out a whimper. He snapped,"You will play. You promised me that you'd play this game with me and it isn't over until I say it is."

After Lillian agrees to continue the show ends and moves right on to Candle Cove. It was the same damn episode as last time. Janice reading that beat up old book while pretending to smile. But this time I could see tears in her eyes.

Like she was going to cry but couldn't for some reason. I almost felt like going to her and helping her but I doubt there'd be anyway to actually save her. Not like I know where she is. Or have the means to go out and give her a helping hand.

Wish I could though. I really do.

I Finally Have A Laptop Charger

Now my hermittude can commence for the weekend.

Despire the fact that the puppets can't come in,I still don't feel safe.

It's the whole fact that I'm still getting the Lillian and Binx show as well as Candle Cove. Lillian and Binx still are doing nasty things to people. They're still 'playing' that horrible game. But it seems like Lillian is getting quite bored of it.

Or she's starting to realize that she's doing something horrible.

Binx has been getting more and more demanding of the girl. He was angry when she refused to 'play' with another person. They argued off screen for a while before I heard an odd noise and it took me a minute to realize that Binx had hit Lillian.

She came back for the camera with a wicked red mark on her face as well as tears in her eyes.

The thing she said at the end of this episode was kind of odd...it sounded like she said,"I wanna go home....why can't I go home Chrissie?"

But I could have been imagining it...I think I might have been....the Candle Cove episode came in much clearer. But the episode was just of Janice reading some sort of book. The book looked really worn down and ripped in a few places.

She seemed happy though. Not sure if she was really smiling because it looked like someone was making her smile. Like there were strings attatched to her face and they were pulling up the corners of her mouth.

Or she's just good at faking a smile.

Anyways it wasn't a long episode either. It kinda cut out before anything bad actually happened to the poor girl and her friends. Can't tell if the interruptions of the broadcast are a good thing or not. Cuz what seems like a good thing usually turns out to be bad.

And I know this is just gonna turn nasty...just you wait...

Puppets Can't Come In

I heard them outside my garage last night and they can't seem to get in anymore. They try to touch the door and their hands seem to burn or something like that. It's almost as if there's thing keeping them from touching it but I can't see it.

Are the symbols I put up all over the house doing it?

No...no that didn't work last time...they didn't work to keep Tina out the last time. So what the hell is keeping them out this time around?

I don't get it.

What could be keeping them out this time?

It's not like they're afraid of me. I know for damn sure that they don't fear me in the slightest bit. But whatever keeps them out is good enough for me.

Wish the damn TV would work the same. I'm still getting that stupid show Lillian and Binx. This episode included them 'playing' with a new person.

The game happened off screen and I'm so fucking grateful for that. The person was screaming and begging so loud. And Lillian was laughing her ass off...and it was fucking horrible it was to listen to.

She came back to the camera covered in blood and smiling from ear to ear. That's how it ended too. Her face then it showed the other show. It was still not good quality and I couldn't hear the show all that very well either.

But I know what the show is now. It's Candle Cove. I've only ever watched it once when I was little. I can't really remember what episode it was or if I really did watch it. But I do remember that it sounded really boring so I changed the channel.

Can't tell what the heck it was supposed to be this time around. The audio was all fucked up and it didn't come in very well on the TV. All I heard was Janice talking to someone that she wasn't very happy with. Or I think that's what was going on.

The show ended with Janice talking to Percy about something...couldn't hear what it was clearly though. It just seemed so odd. I thought I heard some girl's name. Like "Anie" or something close to that sort of name.

Not very sure though. And I really don't think it would be wise of me to look into that show at all. Don't know why but I do know that it isn't very wise. So I'll just leave it the fuck alone for now.

Watching From No Place

Okay...another episode of Lillian and Binx came on before I had to leave for work. Along with this other program that was creepy as hell.

Today's little 'episode' included some art work of a place that looked familiar. I wasn't sure where I had seen the place but I felt like I knew it. Like it had been a place that I had been to when I was younger or something like that. But I really couldn't place where.

Then a few drawings of people.

One was her brother during their 'game' and he was...was in pieces. It was the most crudely done drawing of a dead person and it still disgusted me.

The second drawing was of..a girl. Not just any girl. But one of the puppet girls. I can't remember what she was called but I know it was the one who wasn't around last time.

The third was of me. At work. And she was talking about how pretty I was/how I seemed so very nice. Like she wanted to be my friend or something like that. But she was too shy to come up and talk to me. Which really freaked me out because I don't know how she could see me.

The next thing was this odd show that came in really crappy like. It was about this odd pirate and this little girl in a big talking boat. Or something to that effect. I couldn't see the show very well and the opening theme for it didn't show.

So I'm not sure what it's called.

All I know is that it was creepy and it really was poorly funded because I could so see the strings on the stupid puppet pirate. AS well as the stupid strings on the boat's mouth. I think they used fish-hooks to make the mouth move.

Lillian and Binx

...the TV was unplugged..how the hell did it manage to turn on to that show?

That fucking show about the little girl and her 'imaginary' friend.

This time..this time she was still at home but her family was in mourning for the older brother. And they didn't seem to get it was her. That the little girl had done the murder. How she got away with it I'm not quite sure. It doesn't really seem possible that she got away with it.

How the fuck did she get away with it?

She was so sad for her family (not really but somewhat) and happy that she "played" with her brother. That she won the 'game' her friend convinced her to play.

Lillian is her name and her 'imaginary' friend's name is Binx.

I think I'm going to be seeing more of this show whether I want to or not.

Um I know this ain't possible

.....some random ass TV show appeared on my television last night and I don't have it linked up to anything at all. And the show was rather creepy. Some show about a little girl and her imaginary friend (She turned the camera to her 'friend' to show nothing but air so I thought he was imaginary at first.) getting into things they weren't supposed to.

It wasn't all that long and it ended with the little girl taking a knife to her brother's room.

I can't remember what the hell it was called because it just seriously went to the little girl with her parent's camera. And then to the kitchen with her giggling about how she and her friend were going to play a game with her big brother. 

Her 'imaginary' friend told her that she had to be really quiet or he'll wake up and ruin the game. 

After some searching around in the kitchen,she found a huge ass knife that was almost as big as her arm. She then gave the camera to her 'imaginary' friend and they both went upstairs and...yeah the camera turned off as soon as she went up to the brother's room and touched the door knob.

That was...fucked up and all sorts of disturbing. What kind of child plays with a knife? And what the fuck kind of friend encourages that sort of thing?

It just. It was just not right.

So to make sure that I don't see that kind of thing again I unplugged the TV. Just to be on the even safer side,I turned the TV all the way around as well so that it now faces the wall. Also I've decided to sleep in the other room instead. The TV in there is much to small and it broken. I've tried to turn it on before to see if I could at least sell it. But it won't turn on. It's plugged in and it won't turn on which is now a great thing. 

It won't turn on so it won't show creepy homemade impossible TV shows with knives,creepy little girls and their playmates.

Paranoia,Swearing and Research

I don't know what the hell they are up to. They weren't at the cafe again and I'm so freaked out that they might be planning something that I can't relax. Not. One. Fucking. Bit.

What if they're waiting for me to be off guard?

What if they're planning on doing something at work?

What if they decide to ambush me before I even leave for work?

What if....what if...fuck I can't even stop thinking of things they could do to me and I'm so fucking wound up it isn't even funny and...and..I really swear and ramble when I'm freaked out.

I apologize for all the swears but I can't help it.

These guys don't seem like the type to just leave shit alone.

Not the Wooden Girl (That's her name? :/ Well that was to be expected.) as a girl I know informed me about in our usual chatroom. And gave me some information along with links about her as well. My friend told me to keep looking her up and I was hoping to find ways to keep her away. Sadly there isn't anything I could use to keep that creep away. At least I know what I'm up against at the very least so I'm really glad my friend found that out for me.

Read up on other people she has gone after as well and I feel so bad for those people. Especially this person called 'Pink' with the blog "Call the Schoolmaster".

 I read all their posts from the beginning. Man I wish I could have helped the poor kid. Looks like they really could have used a friend or a therapist. Hell probably both would have been nice.

But the therapist more.

What Pink did in the...well I don't want to reveal anything about it for those who haven't read it. It's really quite sad/terrifying and yeah...I wish I could have helped Pink.

Wonder if that kid is even alive right now or not. Poor thing. Kind of doubt it a bit but Pink seems kind of tough-not emotionally stable or mentally so.

But they seem strong and probably will be just fine on their own.

Probably.

What Should Have Been

I was supposed to have a few days off from them.

I was supposed to be just house-sit for my friends for a few days. Two days that turned into four because of technical problems on their end. And I was pretty much stuck with no internet for a while. Not a big deal.

Boring,but not a big problem.

What happened though was...I left for work on Thursday and had left everything locked as well as dark. When I came back I noticed that one of the room's light was on. So I got my camera and went upstairs to the room I was using.

The door was unlocked and the light was on.

What I found were papers with 'adorable' 'artwork' on them. Basically them disappointed in me for leaving my home. And names that sound similar to a few of my friends online names.

"Lad Of Bliss" being the big one.

I noticed not to long ago that Tina had tweeted names and was doing some form of game with 'Crossed'. (The name she used for her was Maiden Of The Crossed and she was calling her 'Crossed for short.) Though she didn't win,she was encouraged by Tina to try again later. All the names from each of the papers I found on the guest bed were used.

Like "Maiden With The Box" and "Sad Father".

Those names don't make any sense at all to me and I don't want to speak to any of them right now. I just want to find a good way to make it so they can't track me or anyone I care about. But I don't think I got any means to do so right now.

So I'll look that up later.

Only good news I have is that they've apparently decided to stop coming by the cafe for some fucked up reason. So at least I don't have to see them there anymore.

That's a good thing...hopefully...

House Sitting

For the next few days I'm going to be house sitting for a friend of mine. Hopefully a few certain people will leave me the fuck alone during this time. Though I highly doubt they will because quite frankly tormenting the fuck out of me is more fun.

They've started to stop coming by the cafe though.

It only started today though so I really doubt that it's going to stick. Or that I can expect them to leave me the fuck alone. Like my luck has ever been that good.

But this new behavior does have me interested though. What's made them not come around today? Last time they had gotten new puppets and seemed to be training them. Really fucking hoping that they aren't making more damn puppets this time.

I mean there more than like enough of these freaks.

They could ambush me without any fucking problem whatsoever. And yet they haven't done a thing to me other than just watch me from a creepy distance. Following me whenever I'm sort of alone and watching me when I'm cleaning. Never saying a word to me.

Not that I want them to but it just seems weird that they don't speak to me. Along with other stuff that happens around 'normal' people. Like the fact no-one sees their strings or hears the girl voice from all of them. Or anything.

Feels like I'm basically all alone in this and no-one is going to help me.

Minor Things

I'm going to be getting a new charger soon. And hopefully I will be posting blogs a bit more regularly than I am now. And so everyone knows...nothing has changed in the slightest bit.

They come in,talk to some people and then watch me as I work. They're oddness is still going completely unnoticed by others. Though I thought...though I thought I saw Tina crying. I can't be sure but I'm pretty sure she was. But I could be mistaken.

Wouldn't be the first damn time.

They have their own blog now. Or at least Tina has her own blog. She seems to be writing for them all and her blog is called,"The Doll with No Choice."

It has the freakiest amount of poems in it and well...just read for yourself. http://www.wiredslavedancer.blogspot.com/

What's Happened so Far

My laptop charger decided to stop working for me. So basically I'm going to have to get a new one soon and that's gonna be really fun. Not. I really freakin' hope I can find one for cheap soon cuz I hate borrowing my friend's computer. It's kind of embarrassing and I'd really rather not talk about what I'm writing on my blog to them.

So in other news I haven't found any dead puppet girls in any place at all. But I did see on Friday that other people are talking to them now. They won't talk to me but they'll talk to people in the cafe and are actually using their 'props'.

I think they're attempting to look more human..seems odd since no one noticed they weren't eating or drinking what they bought. Or anything about them really.

No one is noticing the strings on them,nor the female voice for all of them and certainly not noticing the tacky puppet clothing.

This weekend they pulled the disappearing act once again and I have not seen them at all. Which means they're either off terrorizing some kids. Or they're hiding in some odd place near here.

I'm not quite too sure but I'm keeping an eye out.

As for the On the Trail of The Maiden person...people...oh who fucking cares? They're not doing much anymore and I'm really doubting this is good. Cuz I really doubt that person is just sitting there doing absolutely nothing at all. Which means I'm going to need to put up some form of defense against that asshat just in case.

Lovely.

They're Down to Six

Six puppet freaks.

Tina wasn't the one who was gone from the group and she seemed sorta messed up. She had scratches on her arms and some on her face but other than that she was fine.

The two other girls that I had seen were fine. They had zero marks on them and were smiling happily. And the original boy that had been there for a while was there. He had no marks or scratches or bruises on him at all.

The two new puppets seemed just fine as well.

But I wonder what happened to one of the four girl puppets. (She was taller than Tina and wore somewhat more normal clothing than the group. It still looked like tacky puppet clothing but it wasn't bright colored or dirty or anything like that.)

I think it was her blood on the stick I had found in my backyard as well as on the handcuffs. Can't be sure unless I actually find her or someone else in town finds her dead/beaten. Though I highly doubt anyone in town is going to find anything at all.

They're good at hiding things.

Really doubt a body is going to be hard for these freaks to hide in some place they weren't ever supposed to be. And I think they're smart enough to hide it in a place that they're sure I'm going to come across it. Sooner or fucking later I'm going to find that poor girl in some fucking place that I didn't expect. Like on the road while I'm riding to work.

Or on the way back from work and in my garage. I'd say my house but I put up a few salt lines like one of my commenters suggested and I'm pretty sure that they won't be able to cross it. Then again they could just look at the line,laugh and come in anyway.

Hide the body with a note or some shit like that.

Probably. Can't be sure if they'll come near my house again or not. So I'm just going to have to wait and see if they come by. Boy ain't that gonna be fun? DX

I Got 'Lovely' Gifts

I thought they would just leave me the fuck alone.

I thought they wouldn't do this kind of shit to me.

Those freaks might have done this or it could be the fucking Blue Lady. Who I thought was too fucking injured to do this kind of shit anymore. And I'm really sick of her.

What the hell do the items mean?

That they've killed Tina?

Or did they just leave her things because she isn't herself anymore?

I don't..I don't get this. Was it to taunt me about her? Or do they just want me to have these things?

I wish I could get some answers from these freaks but..but I don't know where they are right now. And I can't ask them at work about these things. My boss and everyone who isn't involved would hear this.

Can't drag them into this. I just fucking can't.